goodbye 2007 hello to 2008

ermmm..the final blog of the year..i guess so.huhu
so many memories..yg buruk yg baik..yg gembira yg duke sume pon ade..
relationship also laa..tukar2 psgn saje..huhu..
and at the end of the day..aku pn menyerahkn sgalenya pada Allah.aku dh buat keputusan utk kekal dgn yg satu ni.biarla ape pon org akan kate, ape pn kawan2 aku akan kate..terpulangla.
aku letih nk becinta by2 kali.penat aku nk memikirkn bende2 ni.
selain dr kisah perchentaan aku..aku gak bertukar kerja baru tahun ni.alhamdulillah.so far so good.i like the environment.though its different from wat i did b4, but still i can accept it.
and about money..huhu..as usual..sumtimes i do need 'dana' from my father.=p
trokkss x aku ni?huhu..
owhh..this year jugak aku dh ade kereta sdri and also aku drive sendiri daaa!!huhu..congratulations nadiah!finally u overcome the fear within urself!hahaha..sonokk oooo.
ikotkn dlm blog aku yg sblm ni..aku masih lagi terluka ttg hbgn aku dgn MMZ..tp aku dpt trime kenyataan yg sbnrnye, it is already over long time ago.
kain..kalau dh koyak skali jgn dijahit balik.sbb die akan koyak dgn lebih besar lagi.itu aku kene trime.hati dh terluka..jgn dgn muke tebal nk pegi balik kat die, sbb lame2 aku sdri yg parah..luke tuh akan jadi lebih dalam (makan dlam oooo)..so b4 itu sume jd..baiklah aku berundur..xsggup utk ulangi itu sume lagi skali.
so skrg ni..nk kate aku single xblh jugak, nk kate aku dh berpunye pn xblh jugak..hahaaha..aku sdri confuse dgn diri aku..
azam utk 2007..xde kot.wakakakakakak
azam utk 2008..
sbnrnye..aku target nk kawen 080808 skali dgn birthday aku, tp sbb sumenye dh hancur musnah jadi aku xnk target lagi..agak2 umo dh lanjut..baru aku cari ibu aku..suh carikan calon..huahuahua.
azam aku..nk kejar VIOS 1!!pastu..ade la lagi..huhu..mane leh taip kat cni..segan aaa..haha.aku nk pastikan aku jg kesihatan aku.xnk sakit2 lagi..susah.ibu...pinggang sakit lagi..uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
adesss...ape aku ngarut panjang ni..ntah hape2 agaknye.mengong jap pale aku.dah aaa...xde ape lg nk taip..kalau ade..nant aku post lg..daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
and before aku endkan post yg ni..
aku ucapkan..
HAPPY NEW YEAR to all.
MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE..

and remember

Love is like a river. It flows. It changes direction. It smoothes stones and polishes pebbles. It can erode and build banks. It rises and sometimes it even drops and dries up. Love, like a river, is dynamic. It's a living thing.

till then.
signing off.

demam (*_*)

xleh tahannnn..bgn pg je tekak aku sakit giler..ntah ape agaknye..
dr pg smlm aku duk kene selsema..tesumbat je idung aku..rase cam nk korek dalam2..pastu cabut kuar ape yg ade..hahaha..
dh aa pinggang aku ni sengal2 belaka..lagi nk tambah sakit..huahua..redha jelaa..nk wat mcmane..dh nasib..mcm ni laaa
ermmm..ape citer menarik ek?
rase2nye xde pon..byk mengarut je ade aaa..
blurr lak aku time2 camni...

photos

aku yg kesengalan

me and my bestfren.

keletihan..

aku letih yg teramat..

xtau nape..

rasenye sbb aku hanye pikirkn utk bekerja..sbb aku nak elak dr memikirkan bende2 yg menyedihkan..

durrhh..seriously,it still hurt..

rite at this moment..i still felt it.how his words turned into very sharp knife..slicing my heart into pieces..(alaaa..kn musim korban ni...aku nak gakkk :lol:)

Terima kasih kerana memberikan ruang untuk awak dan saye bergerak bebas.

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

i mean..wat space?wat gerak bebas?

we're not fish..we're not animals.we're human being.we can think properly.Allah give us AKAL..utk kite gunakan dgn sebaiknye.

wat kinda msg is that?to soothe me?

yeah rite, it hurt me even more for god sake!

seriously..this is the worst nitemare ever.i've gone thru lots of breakups..but not this kinda breakup..damn it!!!goddamnit!!!he took away all my heart..my life..my hopes n dreams..he breaks it into pieces..and he just act like nothing ever happened!durrhhh...stupido!bastard..such a asshole!i hate myself..cos i cant hate him.i hate myself cos i cant get over him.i hate myself cos i miss and love him still.im such an idiot..i shud hv get over him since the 1st day he dumped me..but why cant i?why it's just so hard to do?

bengong~~

haduuuuu..

penatnye badan ku...bekerja...haduuu..

pinggang ku..ntah knp..tidakla ramping..tp semakin sengal ku rase..

ngilu saje..

kerja ku..

mengadap ppc..nmpk gaya nye...ade la chance nk beli baru..

huhu..

idaman ku skrg..adalah henpon baru dan bedsheet man u..sgt cungg...

sgt2...cungggg...aku dah postkn gmbr..nengokk aaa..

yeeeeeeeehaaaaa..esok aku cuti!!!yeeeeeehhaaaa!!!rehat rehat dan rehat!!

aku rase ade kejadian pelik yg berlaku..tp aku xnk wat andaian awal..

aku blh tggu smp ari rabu..

kalau btol ia terjadi..aku xblh nk kate ape dah..

let it be..let it beeeeeeee....

aku dh mengong sbnrnye ni..

dhla solo skrg ni...dah tu..yg knp aku nak cari laki org juga ni...haduuuuuuuu...

bu yao laki org ler...wo yao yg suci tulen!!wakaakkakakaka

tp aku rase cam..aura laki org ni kuat seyy dgn aku..giler x?

huahua..

aku dh xde keje..aku malas nk gunting benang..aku dh round 1 kilang..xde ape jugak

nk dibuat..aku dh xtau nk kate ape lgi..tidak!~~~~~

kejap lagi aku musti pingsan...ohh tdak...pinggang aku semaking ngilu....

knp??Ape sudah jadi dgn pinggang ku??

aku buhsan aa sbnrnye...xde keje ni..boringgg aaa!!!!!

pusingggg..

kepala aku pusing gile ni..
ntah nape agaknye..
smlm tdo awl..tp nape masih pusing..
muke aku pn dh tumbuh jerawat sgt2 byk ni..
risau plak aku...
huhu..ape aku merepek ni labuuuuuu??
hahahaha

my latest 'boipren'
wakakakakka...

heyy..thats me and ma sis..and maa cuzens :p

and to all..thats all for u guys to read..huahua..jgn geli2 bace..bacela dgn gelak tawa..hahaha..aku bengong dh skrg ni.
u knoe i cant smile without u..cant smile without u..i cant laugh and i cant sing i find it hard to do anything..
i love u..with all of my heart..
till then..nadiahahn's signing off..with all broken hearted..

part of me laugh..part of me cries..
part of me wants to question why..
why is there joy..why is there pain..
why is there sunshine and the rain..
one day u're here next u are gone..
no matter what we must go on..
just keep the faith..and let..
love lead the way.

hate that i love u

susah sgt besame dgn saye?
soklan itu yg aku tanye pd die..
hati aku menangis skrg ni..

5 minit

aku sedih..dlm mase 5 minit..mcm2 yg jd kat aku..dr ari rabu lg..aku duk sedih bile mengenangkn hbgn aku dgn abah aku yg semakin renggang..dah tu plak..pakcik aku plak..duk bz manjang..wat aku sengsara.malam plak..paham2 jela..bile dh duk kat site sepjg ari..bdn mesti jadi letih kn?bkn aku xblh paham..tp ntahla ekk..aku puas ati ke bile buat sume ni?buat die rimas..buat die pk "eyy budak ni nak aku melekatt je ke dgn die?"..adekah aku sengaja wat sume ni?knp aku takot nk ade komitmen dgn org?knp setiap kali pon aku berkawan..aku akan wat mcm ni?aku admit..psaan aku pd die..aku tau..die xbemaksud nk wat mcm tuh..tp knp aku seolah2 xpaham..situasi die?knp aku seolah2 xpaham masa die?dan knp aku seolah2 xpaham diri die?!knp aku mcm ni?knp org dh buat baik dgn aku..aku balaskn die mcm ni?i feel bad..aku tau die serius nk bersame aku..tp knp aku masih takot2?knp aku masih ragu2?knp???aku sedih mcm ni..aku kesiankn diri aku..knp aku buat mcm ni kat die?im sorry sayang..

michael buble

durhh..aku mmg ske die ni..cam best giller aaa..suare die mmg best seyy..ala2 oldies gitu..ahaks..biase..aku mmg ske oldies..huhu..tp dlm pemilihan psgn hidup..aku pn xtau..mcmane yg aku nak...ermm..ini ade aku sediakn lirik lagu dr michael buble - home

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all aloneI just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

seriously..such a very cosy song..(ahaks..leh ke gune cosy?)such a sweet lyrics..(i guess it shows..huhu) korang shud try and listen this song aaa..bg mane2 yg dh dgr..betol x ape aku ckp??hahaha..lagu dh lame ni..xde la baru sgt..hurmmm..aku skrg btol dilema aaa..emosi aku cam..beremosional sgt..xtau aaa..stiap kali aku in love..aku mesti punye aa..emosi terlebey..cam mlm td..aku duk borak2 dgn die..aku ckp aa..brape ramai lagi sy kene share awk ni??aku pon ape lagi..senaraikn satu persatu..dr teluk intan, family awk..kjaan perak..kjaan malaysia..rakyat malaysia..amboii..ramai btol..aku pon cam sedey..xsangka lak aku nanges..dan die pon ckp..awk..awk nant idup dgn saye buakn setahun due tau..selamanye..kalau awal2 aku mcm ni..mcmane?awk kene la kuatkn semangat awk..sy xkn tggalkn awk mcm tuh je..tp yela kdg2 tggungjwb saye..byk..mase tula..awk kene bediri dgn sdri..mmg sy sentiasa akan support awk..tp awk kene jugak blaja utk support dri sdri..aku ske cr die ckp camtu..suare die xkuat..tp lembut gile dan tegas!aku cam..diam je..die ckp2 lagi..ini br jauh camni..kalau sy dh kene pindah sane cni nant mcmane?aku cam nk lawan pon ah malas aa...btol jugak ckp die..tp aku rase xde pon aku harapkn die semata..ermm..aku dpt tawaran sambung blaja lagi..part-time..huahua..seronok mmg x terkata!die pon suh aku sambung blaja..tp cume ade org yg plg penting dlm idup aku..cam xpecaye kat aku utk trus smbung blaja..ntahla ..aku pon xtau knp..dr mase aku kat swak dulu lagi..die seakan xcaye yg aku pon excel dlm pelajaran aku..ntahla..abaikan aaa..balik pade citer "pakcik" aku..hahaha..busy sokmo..date aku asyik kene canx je..cam last week..ptt kitorg ade date..cheitt..die last minit plak..ade kursus kat INTAn..seyy..hangin aku satu badan..dan aku membalas dendam..trus aku kua dating dgn org yg mmg nk dtg..hahahaha...2 movies kitorg layankan..hahahah.."pakcik" aku duk sms aku..pesal lame sgt awk kuar dgn die?hahahha..tuhlaa..sape suruhh..ni dh janji lagi..08dec bday die..15dec aku nk anta borang uni..die kate..kalau xdtg 08 tuh..die dtg 15..aku kalau blh biar die dtg 08..pastu 22 die dtg lagi..sbb time tuh sdara mara aku ramai balik..leh die bekenalan skali..tp...schedule die...hurmm..wat aku pening..cam die kate..awk kn bakal isteri PM yg ke 7...banyaklaa...nangis aku kenkadang..tp bile ingat ape yg die ckp kat aku..wat aku tenang..wat aku befikir dgn waras.hurmmm..bile die luahkan sesuatu..suara die xpenah tggi..selembut yg boleh tp tegas..which is really soothing!huhu..aku yg marah2 dgr pon leh cair..chesss..bgitu bijak skali die..akakakak..aku nk cr idea lain lak nk kenekan die..hahaha...utk "pakcik" aku..ini satu lagi lagu michael buble, khas utk die..

EVERYTHING
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.You're the line in the sand when I go too far.You're the swimming pool, on an August day.And you're the perfect thing to say.And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.Cause you can see it when I look at you.And in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me sing.You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,And you light me up, when you ring my bell.You're a mystery, you're from outer space,You're every minute of my everyday.And I can't believe, that I'm your man,And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,And you know that's what our love can do.And in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me singYou're every line, you're every word, you're everything.So, La, La, La, La, La, La, LaSo, La, La, La, La, La, La, LaAnd in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me sing.You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.You're every song, and I sing along.'Cause you're my everything.Yeah, yeahSo, La, La, La, La, La, La, LaSo, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

catchy song aint it??huhu...till then..signing off..nadiahahn :p

im over it

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,when you know
I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.oh..
That's why(your eyes)
I'm over it(your smile)
I'm over it(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on,
it's my time,you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,but now
I'm so over.I'm so over it..
I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,and fill me with self-doubt.oh..
That's why,(your words)
I'm over it(so sure)
I'm over it(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,but now
I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
Don't call,don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,but now
I'm so over.I'm so over it..
I'm so over it....
I'm over it....
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,because
I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,but now
I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

wat am i thinking??!!damnnnn

can u pls tell me...wat am i thinking now...
seems like everythings going upside down...*sigh*
i can hardly breathe..i can hardly think..
but i cant stop myself from thinking about him..
am i insane or what???
i wanna stop all these crazy thing..
cos..it is definitely making me damn crazy!!
what do i feel now??i dont know..
im totally confused..
am i doing the right thing...and why he seems to know everything?
i shud hv asked him back then...
i shud hv truly be myself when im with him..
did i or didnt i do that??
god..pls..help me go thru all these things..
i dont know wat to do now...
i wanted to believe him in every single way..but it seems
i keep thinking the negative sides..
why????and why??????????
*cry* sob..sob..
im sad yet im happy..
im confused yet i know wat i did..
im in love yet i know..im not..

finally...we've been waiting..

finally...last nite game..

man u against spurs....

and yess.....

WE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!

glory glory man united...

u guys the best...

nvr let us down anymore..

we know..u guys can do it..

glory glory man united!!

i hope we'll get more goals..

after this...

and also..thank god for this..

ninja names

http://ninjaburger.com/fun/games/ninjaname/ninjaname.php

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!

Glory, glory, Man United,

Glory, glory, Man United,

Glory, glory, Man United,

As the reds go marching on, on, on.

Just like the Busby Babes in Days gone by

We'll keep the Red Flags flying high

You've got to see yourself from far and wide

You've got to hear the masses sing with pride

United! Man United!

We're the boys in Red and we're on our way to

Wem-ber-ly Wem-ber-ly! Wem-ber-ly!

We're the famous Man United and we're going to

Wem-ber-ly Wem-ber-ly! Wem-ber-ly!

We're the famous Man United and we're going to Wem-ber-ly

In Seventy-Seven it was Docherty

Atkinson will make it Eighty-Three

And everyone will know just who we are

They'll be singing 'Que Sera Sera'

United! Man United!

We're the boys in Red and we're on our way to

Wem-ber-ly Wem-ber-ly! Wem-ber-ly!

We're the famous Man United and we're going to

Wem-ber-ly Wem-ber-ly! Wem-ber-ly!

We're the famous Man United and we're going to Wem-ber-ly

Glory Glory Man United

Glory Glory Man United

Glory Glory Man United

As the Reds Go Marching On! On! On! (3x)

barry manilow - cant smile without you

can't smile without you - barry manilow..

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away
And now you know
I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile
Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me
And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

Look After You- The Fray

Look After You – Fray

If I don't say this now
I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate
Oh, oh,
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one
I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you
If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After You
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own
Oh, oh
Be my baby
OhhhhhOh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
You are so beautiful to me (repeat)

bububu...hahahaha

i dont know where to start
or how to
begin
to tell u how nice u r
i dont know where to start
or how to
begin
to tell u how much i treasure this friendship
i dont even know where
to start
or even how to begin
to tell you how much i miss
you....
Yet....
should there be words to describe all this
it must be
words spoken only by God

distance that keep us..

if distance is paper
i shall fold it
half
to make it smaller
if distance is a star
i shall let it
shine
so u will be mine
yet distance is distance
hence y i miss u so
much