5 minit

aku sedih..dlm mase 5 minit..mcm2 yg jd kat aku..dr ari rabu lg..aku duk sedih bile mengenangkn hbgn aku dgn abah aku yg semakin renggang..dah tu plak..pakcik aku plak..duk bz manjang..wat aku sengsara.malam plak..paham2 jela..bile dh duk kat site sepjg ari..bdn mesti jadi letih kn?bkn aku xblh paham..tp ntahla ekk..aku puas ati ke bile buat sume ni?buat die rimas..buat die pk "eyy budak ni nak aku melekatt je ke dgn die?"..adekah aku sengaja wat sume ni?knp aku takot nk ade komitmen dgn org?knp setiap kali pon aku berkawan..aku akan wat mcm ni?aku admit..psaan aku pd die..aku tau..die xbemaksud nk wat mcm tuh..tp knp aku seolah2 xpaham..situasi die?knp aku seolah2 xpaham masa die?dan knp aku seolah2 xpaham diri die?!knp aku mcm ni?knp org dh buat baik dgn aku..aku balaskn die mcm ni?i feel bad..aku tau die serius nk bersame aku..tp knp aku masih takot2?knp aku masih ragu2?knp???aku sedih mcm ni..aku kesiankn diri aku..knp aku buat mcm ni kat die?im sorry sayang..

michael buble

durhh..aku mmg ske die ni..cam best giller aaa..suare die mmg best seyy..ala2 oldies gitu..ahaks..biase..aku mmg ske oldies..huhu..tp dlm pemilihan psgn hidup..aku pn xtau..mcmane yg aku nak...ermm..ini ade aku sediakn lirik lagu dr michael buble - home

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all aloneI just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

seriously..such a very cosy song..(ahaks..leh ke gune cosy?)such a sweet lyrics..(i guess it shows..huhu) korang shud try and listen this song aaa..bg mane2 yg dh dgr..betol x ape aku ckp??hahaha..lagu dh lame ni..xde la baru sgt..hurmmm..aku skrg btol dilema aaa..emosi aku cam..beremosional sgt..xtau aaa..stiap kali aku in love..aku mesti punye aa..emosi terlebey..cam mlm td..aku duk borak2 dgn die..aku ckp aa..brape ramai lagi sy kene share awk ni??aku pon ape lagi..senaraikn satu persatu..dr teluk intan, family awk..kjaan perak..kjaan malaysia..rakyat malaysia..amboii..ramai btol..aku pon cam sedey..xsangka lak aku nanges..dan die pon ckp..awk..awk nant idup dgn saye buakn setahun due tau..selamanye..kalau awal2 aku mcm ni..mcmane?awk kene la kuatkn semangat awk..sy xkn tggalkn awk mcm tuh je..tp yela kdg2 tggungjwb saye..byk..mase tula..awk kene bediri dgn sdri..mmg sy sentiasa akan support awk..tp awk kene jugak blaja utk support dri sdri..aku ske cr die ckp camtu..suare die xkuat..tp lembut gile dan tegas!aku cam..diam je..die ckp2 lagi..ini br jauh camni..kalau sy dh kene pindah sane cni nant mcmane?aku cam nk lawan pon ah malas aa...btol jugak ckp die..tp aku rase xde pon aku harapkn die semata..ermm..aku dpt tawaran sambung blaja lagi..part-time..huahua..seronok mmg x terkata!die pon suh aku sambung blaja..tp cume ade org yg plg penting dlm idup aku..cam xpecaye kat aku utk trus smbung blaja..ntahla ..aku pon xtau knp..dr mase aku kat swak dulu lagi..die seakan xcaye yg aku pon excel dlm pelajaran aku..ntahla..abaikan aaa..balik pade citer "pakcik" aku..hahaha..busy sokmo..date aku asyik kene canx je..cam last week..ptt kitorg ade date..cheitt..die last minit plak..ade kursus kat INTAn..seyy..hangin aku satu badan..dan aku membalas dendam..trus aku kua dating dgn org yg mmg nk dtg..hahahaha...2 movies kitorg layankan..hahahah.."pakcik" aku duk sms aku..pesal lame sgt awk kuar dgn die?hahahha..tuhlaa..sape suruhh..ni dh janji lagi..08dec bday die..15dec aku nk anta borang uni..die kate..kalau xdtg 08 tuh..die dtg 15..aku kalau blh biar die dtg 08..pastu 22 die dtg lagi..sbb time tuh sdara mara aku ramai balik..leh die bekenalan skali..tp...schedule die...hurmm..wat aku pening..cam die kate..awk kn bakal isteri PM yg ke 7...banyaklaa...nangis aku kenkadang..tp bile ingat ape yg die ckp kat aku..wat aku tenang..wat aku befikir dgn waras.hurmmm..bile die luahkan sesuatu..suara die xpenah tggi..selembut yg boleh tp tegas..which is really soothing!huhu..aku yg marah2 dgr pon leh cair..chesss..bgitu bijak skali die..akakakak..aku nk cr idea lain lak nk kenekan die..hahaha...utk "pakcik" aku..ini satu lagi lagu michael buble, khas utk die..

EVERYTHING
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.You're the line in the sand when I go too far.You're the swimming pool, on an August day.And you're the perfect thing to say.And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.Cause you can see it when I look at you.And in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me sing.You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,And you light me up, when you ring my bell.You're a mystery, you're from outer space,You're every minute of my everyday.And I can't believe, that I'm your man,And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,And you know that's what our love can do.And in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me singYou're every line, you're every word, you're everything.So, La, La, La, La, La, La, LaSo, La, La, La, La, La, La, LaAnd in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me sing.You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.You're every song, and I sing along.'Cause you're my everything.Yeah, yeahSo, La, La, La, La, La, La, LaSo, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

catchy song aint it??huhu...till then..signing off..nadiahahn :p