goodbye 2007 hello to 2008

ermmm..the final blog of the year..i guess so.huhu
so many memories..yg buruk yg baik..yg gembira yg duke sume pon ade..
relationship also laa..tukar2 psgn saje..huhu..
and at the end of the day..aku pn menyerahkn sgalenya pada Allah.aku dh buat keputusan utk kekal dgn yg satu ni.biarla ape pon org akan kate, ape pn kawan2 aku akan kate..terpulangla.
aku letih nk becinta by2 kali.penat aku nk memikirkn bende2 ni.
selain dr kisah perchentaan aku..aku gak bertukar kerja baru tahun ni.alhamdulillah.so far so good.i like the environment.though its different from wat i did b4, but still i can accept it.
and about money..huhu..as usual..sumtimes i do need 'dana' from my father.=p
trokkss x aku ni?huhu..
owhh..this year jugak aku dh ade kereta sdri and also aku drive sendiri daaa!!huhu..congratulations nadiah!finally u overcome the fear within urself!hahaha..sonokk oooo.
ikotkn dlm blog aku yg sblm ni..aku masih lagi terluka ttg hbgn aku dgn MMZ..tp aku dpt trime kenyataan yg sbnrnye, it is already over long time ago.
kain..kalau dh koyak skali jgn dijahit balik.sbb die akan koyak dgn lebih besar lagi.itu aku kene trime.hati dh terluka..jgn dgn muke tebal nk pegi balik kat die, sbb lame2 aku sdri yg parah..luke tuh akan jadi lebih dalam (makan dlam oooo)..so b4 itu sume jd..baiklah aku berundur..xsggup utk ulangi itu sume lagi skali.
so skrg ni..nk kate aku single xblh jugak, nk kate aku dh berpunye pn xblh jugak..hahaaha..aku sdri confuse dgn diri aku..
azam utk 2007..xde kot.wakakakakakak
azam utk 2008..
sbnrnye..aku target nk kawen 080808 skali dgn birthday aku, tp sbb sumenye dh hancur musnah jadi aku xnk target lagi..agak2 umo dh lanjut..baru aku cari ibu aku..suh carikan calon..huahuahua.
azam aku..nk kejar VIOS 1!!pastu..ade la lagi..huhu..mane leh taip kat cni..segan aaa..haha.aku nk pastikan aku jg kesihatan aku.xnk sakit2 lagi..susah.ibu...pinggang sakit lagi..uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
adesss...ape aku ngarut panjang ni..ntah hape2 agaknye.mengong jap pale aku.dah aaa...xde ape lg nk taip..kalau ade..nant aku post lg..daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
and before aku endkan post yg ni..
aku ucapkan..
HAPPY NEW YEAR to all.
MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE..

and remember

Love is like a river. It flows. It changes direction. It smoothes stones and polishes pebbles. It can erode and build banks. It rises and sometimes it even drops and dries up. Love, like a river, is dynamic. It's a living thing.

till then.
signing off.

demam (*_*)

xleh tahannnn..bgn pg je tekak aku sakit giler..ntah ape agaknye..
dr pg smlm aku duk kene selsema..tesumbat je idung aku..rase cam nk korek dalam2..pastu cabut kuar ape yg ade..hahaha..
dh aa pinggang aku ni sengal2 belaka..lagi nk tambah sakit..huahua..redha jelaa..nk wat mcmane..dh nasib..mcm ni laaa
ermmm..ape citer menarik ek?
rase2nye xde pon..byk mengarut je ade aaa..
blurr lak aku time2 camni...

photos

aku yg kesengalan

me and my bestfren.

keletihan..

aku letih yg teramat..

xtau nape..

rasenye sbb aku hanye pikirkn utk bekerja..sbb aku nak elak dr memikirkan bende2 yg menyedihkan..

durrhh..seriously,it still hurt..

rite at this moment..i still felt it.how his words turned into very sharp knife..slicing my heart into pieces..(alaaa..kn musim korban ni...aku nak gakkk :lol:)

Terima kasih kerana memberikan ruang untuk awak dan saye bergerak bebas.

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

i mean..wat space?wat gerak bebas?

we're not fish..we're not animals.we're human being.we can think properly.Allah give us AKAL..utk kite gunakan dgn sebaiknye.

wat kinda msg is that?to soothe me?

yeah rite, it hurt me even more for god sake!

seriously..this is the worst nitemare ever.i've gone thru lots of breakups..but not this kinda breakup..damn it!!!goddamnit!!!he took away all my heart..my life..my hopes n dreams..he breaks it into pieces..and he just act like nothing ever happened!durrhhh...stupido!bastard..such a asshole!i hate myself..cos i cant hate him.i hate myself cos i cant get over him.i hate myself cos i miss and love him still.im such an idiot..i shud hv get over him since the 1st day he dumped me..but why cant i?why it's just so hard to do?

bengong~~

haduuuuu..

penatnye badan ku...bekerja...haduuu..

pinggang ku..ntah knp..tidakla ramping..tp semakin sengal ku rase..

ngilu saje..

kerja ku..

mengadap ppc..nmpk gaya nye...ade la chance nk beli baru..

huhu..

idaman ku skrg..adalah henpon baru dan bedsheet man u..sgt cungg...

sgt2...cungggg...aku dah postkn gmbr..nengokk aaa..

yeeeeeeeehaaaaa..esok aku cuti!!!yeeeeeehhaaaa!!!rehat rehat dan rehat!!

aku rase ade kejadian pelik yg berlaku..tp aku xnk wat andaian awal..

aku blh tggu smp ari rabu..

kalau btol ia terjadi..aku xblh nk kate ape dah..

let it be..let it beeeeeeee....

aku dh mengong sbnrnye ni..

dhla solo skrg ni...dah tu..yg knp aku nak cari laki org juga ni...haduuuuuuuu...

bu yao laki org ler...wo yao yg suci tulen!!wakaakkakakaka

tp aku rase cam..aura laki org ni kuat seyy dgn aku..giler x?

huahua..

aku dh xde keje..aku malas nk gunting benang..aku dh round 1 kilang..xde ape jugak

nk dibuat..aku dh xtau nk kate ape lgi..tidak!~~~~~

kejap lagi aku musti pingsan...ohh tdak...pinggang aku semaking ngilu....

knp??Ape sudah jadi dgn pinggang ku??

aku buhsan aa sbnrnye...xde keje ni..boringgg aaa!!!!!

pusingggg..

kepala aku pusing gile ni..
ntah nape agaknye..
smlm tdo awl..tp nape masih pusing..
muke aku pn dh tumbuh jerawat sgt2 byk ni..
risau plak aku...
huhu..ape aku merepek ni labuuuuuu??
hahahaha

my latest 'boipren'
wakakakakka...

heyy..thats me and ma sis..and maa cuzens :p

and to all..thats all for u guys to read..huahua..jgn geli2 bace..bacela dgn gelak tawa..hahaha..aku bengong dh skrg ni.
u knoe i cant smile without u..cant smile without u..i cant laugh and i cant sing i find it hard to do anything..
i love u..with all of my heart..
till then..nadiahahn's signing off..with all broken hearted..

part of me laugh..part of me cries..
part of me wants to question why..
why is there joy..why is there pain..
why is there sunshine and the rain..
one day u're here next u are gone..
no matter what we must go on..
just keep the faith..and let..
love lead the way.

hate that i love u

susah sgt besame dgn saye?
soklan itu yg aku tanye pd die..
hati aku menangis skrg ni..