in the ayer

[Chorus: Will.I.Am ][X2]
Oh hot damn , this is my jam
Keep me partying till the A.M
Yall don’t understand , make me throw my hands
In the ayer , ay , ayer , ayer , ay , ayer

[Verse 1 : Flo Rida ]
Hey this is my jam
Yall don't understand
I’ll make you understand
What’s pumpin in my CD player ( player )
Party all night like yayer ( yayer )
Shawty got a hand in the ayer ( ayer )
Make me want to take it dayer
Then I go , here I go , here is my song
DJ bring it back come in my zone
I get paid for them couple bonez the next wop until the early morn i need that crunk when im up in tha club even my when my chevy pull up on them dubs give me that drop yellow waist like a drug lil mama hot and she might show me love o hot damn celebrate to tha A.M i love it so much it got me sayin

[chorus: Will.I.Am/Fergie ][X2]
Oh hot damn , this is my jam
Keep me partying till the A.M
Yall don’t understand , make me throw my hands
In the ayer , ay , ayer , ayer , ay , ayer

[Verse 2 : Flo Rida ]
Hey Heyy i might just start the wave like im at a ball game do my thang hands up high i got money in tha bank im so fly 747 pain rock it no stop it how i got my name baby keep poppin you might get tha fame walk tha red carpet wont see you the same i get tha stuntin forget my name start with me ride with me represent tha city vibe with me make me throw it up ma timid in tha club go ahead throw it up gotta wonder how much to show enough to stare(stare) im hood so its really unfair (unfair) shorty go ahead and get bare(bare) we aint gonna treat our city like the mayor(mayor)

[chorus: Will.I.Am/Fergie ][X2]
Oh hot damn , this is my jam
Keep me partying till the A.M
Yall don’t understand , make me throw my hands
In the ayer , ay , ayer , ayer , ay , ayer

(Will.I.Am)
Alright now stop oooo put your hands in the ayer its a stick (a stick up stick up) its a stick up just to tha ceilin man

You..make it real..for me

There’s so much craziness surrounding me
There’s so much going on it gets hard to breathe
All my faith has gone you bring it back to me
You make it real for me
Well I’m not sure of my priorities
I’ve lost site of where I’m ment to be
And like holy water washing over me

You make it real for me
And I’m running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I’m full of hurricanes and uncertainty
But I can find the words
You teach my heart to speak

You make it real for me yea
And I’m running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Everybody’s talking in words
I don’t understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
And you shine in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there’s so much more
I have to learn
But if you’re here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn

You make it real for me
And I’m running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

Australia (English)

A romantic action-adventure set in northern Australia prior to World War II, the film centres on an English aristocrat (Kidman) who inherits a ranch the size of Maryland. When English cattle barons plot to take her land, she reluctantly joins forces with a rough-hewn cattle driver (Jackman) to drive 2000 head of cattle across hundreds of miles of the country's most unforgiving land, only to still face the bombing of Darwin, Australia by the Japanese forces that had attacked Pearl Harbor only months earlier.
Classification: PG13
Genre: Action / Adventure / Romance
General Release Date: 25 Dec 2008
Running Time: 2 Hours 45 Minutes,
Distributor: 20th Century Fox
Cast: David Wenham, Hugh Jackman, Nicole Kidman
Director: Baz Luhrmann

Watch this if you liked: "Gone With The Wind", "Out of Africa", "Pearl Harbor

First, let me tell you what you should not expect from the movie. You should not expect the realistic grandeur of a timeless love story in the war era, you should not expect it to be as dull as the synopsis that you read, nor should you expect to have a linear storyline where you can make frequent visits to the loo and hope not to miss a thing.

"Australia" is like a book with lots of chapters, lots of character development and its own 'magic'. It's like a shorter version of "Gone With The Wind" and thus, moves along with quite a rapidity. It tells the story of an aristocrat, a drover, their relationship with each other, the aborigines and the Australian outback, and what happens when it all falls apart. Also, everything happens on the verge of World War II. There is a bit of corny presentations and heightened melodrama in certain scenes. However, I do believe it was intentional on the director's part, to have the little bits of fantasy to it. It also features the song "Over The Rainbow" from the film "The Wizard of Oz" as an important element to the film - a story that Kidman's character tries to comfort little Nullah with. Oz, Australia, get it?

Acting-wise, Nicole Kidman has given such a darling performance, bringing together a sense of femininity and class but with such austerity. It might not be the best performance, as we had seen better from her, but you cannot help but fall in love with Lady Sarah Ashley - her desperation to want the 'creamy' Nullah to be a part of her family, or even the look of aghast on her face when the drover shoots a kangaroo she was admiring! Brandon Walters gives a competent performance as Nullah, the 'half-caste' kid who was torn in the segregation era of the 30s and 40s, not a part of the aborigines and not wanted by the Caucasians either. Hugh Jackman looks absolutely delectable as the nameless drover. Sporting a rugged cowboy look with a Chippendale dancer-ish bod, one cannot help but to be a girly girl and gush. Sigh...

Where was I? Oh yes.

You must love the cinematography above all. From the vast Australian outback to the picturesque scenery of Darwin, it was captured splendidly and has a quality of an art in a photo frame. Throw in a beautifully crafted plot; "Australia" just takes your breath away. In truth, I would have given it five stars if it didn't end in such glorious finiteness whereby everybody is content with the outcome. Overall, I am satisfied - not perfectly incandescently happy, but truly satisfied.

lovebug

Called you for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

(CHORUS)
Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

(people chatting)

I can't get your smile out of my mind
[I can't get you out of my mind]
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

(CHORUS)
Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless
Baby can't you see?

Now I'm...

(Guitar solo)

YEAH, OH

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
[ohhh]
Love Bug again
[woo!]

(people chatting)

the man that cant be moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

empty...we're empty

ape ade antara kite lg?ape yg tggal?
adekah cume kenangan smlm?knp kite xcube utk memperbaiki ape yg kite ade?..
patut ke kite salah menyalahkan sesama sdri...

"Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty "

mcmane kite nk penuhkan kekosongan dlm hubungan kite...kalau asyik memandang keblkg..
mcmane kite n bahagia kalau trus mengingat masa silam..
mmg xsalah..tp xberbaloi ke..kalau kite memberi peluang kedua pd org yg kite sayang...
utk membuktikan ketulusannye..adekah permintaan itu terlalu besar..
bkn ke dlm satu2 hbgn tu mesti ade give and take...
bkn ke kite patut bertimbangrase terhadap pasangan kite..
bkn ke kite ptt luangkan masa berharga dgn oasangan kite...
ptt ke slalu bergado yg hanye blh memusnahkn masa dpn hbgn kite..

"Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty"

dlm sms...ape je yg blh kite ckp kn..
ini yg jadi...
hanye meluahkn perasaan...stiap hari meluahkn perasaan..
tp mampu ke..melembutkan hati..
mampukah mengubah perasaan..
setiap hari..kite meluahkn rasa cinta..cube utk meluangkn masa..
walaupon hampir setahun xbersua...
meluahkan rase rindu..
tp mampu ker mengubah sgalanye..
hampir setahun..xbersua..pertemuan terakhir...
26 january...adalah sgt menyakitkan..
pada hari itu jugak..ade perasaan lain timbul slain dr rase syang dan rindu..
mungkin timbul psaan benci..marah..terluka..dikhianati..
yg mane perasaan2 ini xdpt dileraikn lg smp skrg..
dan sbb psaan2 ini juga..kite semakin terluka..
maafkan kite...kite xberdaya nk menahan psaan kite..
smp ke hari sayang...adaah sgalanye masih segar didalam ingatan?
kalau kenangan pahit itu masih segar...kp tidak blh kite ingatkn kembali kenangan2 manis kite bersama...knp kite xblh bg peluang kd peluang2 itu utk terjadi lagi..
mungkin lagi manis...barangkali..

"Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty"

mungki kite mencube...ataupon mungkin yg mencubanye sorang saje...
sbb yg sorang lg mungkin masih lg berhati2..kemungkinan takot utk kecewa lg..
tp ntahla...slagi kite xmembuka hati kite..biarkn sgalanye berlaku dgn sdrinye..
kite xkn dpt rasekn lagi..ape yg kite mahu..
knp perlu kite tahankn diri dr semua itu..luahan hati ini, bknla bermaksud utk memprotes..tp xterasa ke..dlm mase kite menahankn diri dr melakukan semua itu..
ade hati yg berulang kali terluka..berulang kali merjauk..tp masih blh berdiri dgn sdri lg..sbb kn psaan cinta die yg kuat..
mungkin die penah melakukan kesilapan di masa yg silam..tp xberbaloi ke
psaan yg ade...utk kite trime die kembali..sbb kite btol2 sayangkn die..
xblh ke kite maafkan die...xblh ke kite trime die sbg manusia biasa yg mmg akan buat kesilapan..tp die sedar akan kesilapannye dan meminta utk kembali bg membuktikan sgala psaan yg masih segar didalam dirinye..dan membuktikn yg die bersedia utk mencube skali lg..berusaha utk menjayakn hbgn tersebut...

"And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty "

xterpikir ke...sesungguhnye..ade juga org lain yg sedih dan kecewa bile kite kerap kali mengenang masa hadapan..seakan2 masa skrg xpenting langsung..seakan2..kite xwujud..seakan2 kite ini hanyela spt org yg xberperasaan yg selalu berusaha...mencuba utk memenanginye kembali..
mungkin kite dh berjaya memenanginye kembali..tp ade waktu dan ketika..
kite jadi tamak dan kite mahukan yg lain...kite mahukan lebey dr ape yg kite dpt skrg..
yela..dh hampir setahun xbersua...
adekah sebuah pertemuan itu terlalu mahal harganye?
adekah sebuah pertemuan itu terlalu menganggu waktu peribadinye?
jadi..apekah maknenye hbgn ini padanye..dan apekah aku pada dirinye..
kite bkn "CT NURHALIZA" utk menjawab no komen slalu..
kite perlukn sesuatu yg membina..bkn hanye sependek NO KOMEN..
ini realiti kehidupan kite..perlukan perjelasan, perlukan penerangan..
mungkin..psagn kite itu seorang yg sgt manje, lemah...dan mungkin ade masenye kite perlu berulang kali menyatakn jawapan bg soklan yg beribu kali ditanye..
sedangkan si tukang penanya dh tau jawapan itu.,.
mungkin itu salah satu cara die utk menenangkan diri..
mungkin..sgalanye mungkin..

"What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?"

cinta itu mmg akan sentiasa ade..tp mampukah kite menggapainye tanpa kemaafan di hati?
boleh x kite sentiasa pandang ke hadapan...jadikan kenangan silam itu satu pengajaran..pengajaran utk kite lebih berjaya di masa hadapan..
boleh x bg peluang kedua..atau peluang2 tersebut juga teramat mahal utk diberikan?
masih xckupkah mase setahun itu utk menguabti hati yg penah terluka..
xmampu ke utk melupakan walaupon kini si dia, bersedia utk menerima..bersedia utk melayari badai itu bersama..xberbaloi ke sgalanye yg pernah ditunjukkan..dilakukan utk memenanginye kembali..

"Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours."

dh smp cni hbgn kite..jgnla trus berputus asa..jgnla trus menyakiti hati sesama sdri..
xde ape yg perlu di takotkan lagi..xde ape yg perlu di risaukan lagi...
sbb kite ttp akan ade disini..
for the rest of my life..
i am yours.

i've given u my heart, my life..once..and it meant forever..
i love you and u know that..

A Puro Dolor

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I coudn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrended just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there is something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me i feel like Im dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Vida, give me back my fantasies,
The courage that I need to live
The air that I Breathe
Carino mio, my worlds become so empty
My day's are so cold and lonely,
and each night I taste
The purest of Pain

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
That it din't hurt me when you walked away
But to tell you the truth I can't find my way
And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

I dont wanna miss a thing..not anymore

I could stay awake, just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile wile you are sleeping…while you far away and dreaming.
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
I could stay lost in this moment forever.
Every moment I spend with you is a moment I treasure

Don’t wanna close my eyes; don’t wanna fall asleep…
‘Cause I miss you babe, and I don’t want to miss a thing…
‘Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream will never do, I’ll still miss you babe,
And I don’t want to miss a thing.

Lying close to you, feeling you’re heart beating…
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming,
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing.
Then I kissed your eyes and thank God we’re together.
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever…
Forever and ever..

Don’t wanna close my eyes, don’t wanna fall asleep…
‘Cause I miss you babe, and I don’t want to miss a thing…
‘Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream will never do, I’ll still miss you babe,
And I don’t want to miss a thing.

And I don’t wanna miss one smile…
I don’t wanna miss one kiss…
I just wanna be right here with you, just like this…
I just wanna hold you close…
Feel your heart so close too mine.
And just wanna stay in this moment, for all the rest of time..

Yeah…yeah…yeah………..

Don’t wanna close my eyes, don’t wanna fall asleep…
‘Cause I miss you babe, and I don’t want to miss a thing…
‘Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream will never do, I’ll still miss you babe,
And I don’t want to miss a thing.


I don’t wanna close my eyes!
Don’t wanna fall asleep!
‘Cause I miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing
‘Cause even when I dream of you…the sweetest dream will never do…
‘Cause I miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing

ini lagu time kitorg g karaoke..gile kentang aaa g nyanyi lagu ni..hahaha...
syiokkk...

utk si dia yg aku tau..slalu terasa hati bile membaca blog2 aku...
ketahuila...aku xde yg lain...
smp skrg..hanye die..

PMS...

PMS mode...since yesterday

i say..

Sweet is the side
Of her room
Window open by candlelight
How would you know
Cold winter on the shore
Chills a dress she wore
It's on the floor
It feels so warm today

And that's why I'm wondering why
You had to tell me
What's goin on in your head
What's wrong
Come around to another time when you
Don't have to run

Chorus:
And when she said she wants somebody else
I hope you know
That she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You'll never hear her the way that I do
And when she said she wants somebody to love
I hope you know
She doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down
I hope you know
That she doesn't mean to
Yeah yeah... I know it

Swing into flight
Over hills
Over her hills it's twilight
Yeah, I guess that's right now
While we're here
Tell me why it's so funny
That you're so funny when you're mad
Always so mad, so mad

And that's why I'm wondering why
You had to tell me
What's goin on in your head
What's wrong
Come around to another time when you
Don't have to run

Chorus

Yeah and I don't know where
Come and find me
I don't know what
We're coming to and
I don't know what it means to me
And you don't know what it means to you

We're over now
Yeah

10k promises...

Once we were lovers, just lovers we were
Oh what a lie
Once we were dreamers, just dreamers we were
Oh, you and i
Now I see youre just somebody who wastes all my time and money
What a lie
You and i

Chorus
What about your
Your 10,000 promises
That you gave to me
Your 10,000 promises
That you promised me

Once I could handle the truth
When the truth was you and i
Time after time all the promises
Turned out to be all lies
Now I see Im just somebody who wasted my time and money
What a lie
You and i

Chorus

You say Ill take you back
But I close the door
cause I dont want 10,000 more

10,000 promises, yeah
10,000 promises you gave to me

Chorus(x2)

Once we were lovers just lovers we were
Oh you and i
What a lie

maafkan aku..

aku tujukn blog kali ini pada si dia..kalau die membace blog ini la..
cukupla hbgn kite smp sini saje..
mmg penah aku katekan...aku akan menunggumu...
tp sayang...kalau kau biarkn aku begini saje..baik je kau lepaskn aku..
baik je kite xde ape2 hubungan..
aku memerlukn perhatiannye...cinta darimu..bkn penantian yg berpanjangan
jgn difikirkn sahaja lara hatimu..fikirkn juga lara hatiku..
aku yg setia menunggumu disini..tp kau..ntah tidak ku ketahui..
tidak mahu aku mengungkit lg ape yg pernah kite lafazkn bersama dlu..cukupla biar menjadi memori dihatiku...ssh sng aku tanggung sdri..
aku rela begini dr trus hatiku disakiti..
maafkan aku...bkn aku xsayang bkn xcinta..
tp..cuma..cinta itu bkn milik kita.

tekanan

xtahannyer menanggung tekanan mcm ini...
dah kali kedua mcm ni..tp yg ini btol2 menggusarkan hati.
but people always say...
Allah xkn beri kite sesuatu yang xboleh kite handle..
insyaAllah..aku blh handle ni..
tp aku panic freak.aku takot.sgala kemungkinan aku fikirkn
aku sedey..
aku xtau nk pk mcmane..maybe yer..xkn jd ape2..tp aku masih lg takot.
Ya Allah..bantula aku...berikan aku kekuatan dlm menghadapi masalah ini..
sesungguhnya, aku rase amat2 berdosa.

tekanan!

Fall for You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting.
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying;
I know you're wearing thin down to the core.

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again.
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day.
I swear it's true,
Because a girl like you is impossible to find.
You're impossible to find.

This is not what I intended.
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart.
You always thought that I was stronger.
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start.
Ohhhh

Oh but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/lZpC ]
Over again.
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day.
I swear it's true,
Because a girl like you is impossible to find.
It's impossible.

So breathe in so deep.
Breathe me in.
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap.
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep.

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again.
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day.
I swear it's true,
Because a girl like you is impossible to find.

Tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again.
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day.
I swear it's true,
Because a girl like you is impossible to find.
You're impossible to find.

bile...die dh tiada

bile die dh xde..die dh pergi..meninggalkn aku...
aku sdri..mule2 aku sedey..mengalirkn air mate...
tp lps mandi..aku ok..aku dpt trime kenyataan..
alhamdulillah..aku mcm biasa.menjalani kehidupan aku
walaupon nyatanye..die tiada lagi disisiku...
bkn aku xsedih..cume..aku dh terlalu penat utk bersedih..
bkn aku xberusaha...tp mungkin masih xmencukupi bg dirinye..
kesabaran aku ade hadnye...kalau sentiasa diuji..blom tentu aku melepasinye..
aku sayang die..tp aku dpt melepaskn die..
pergila...kalau itu yg die mau..kerana aku xakan menunggu lg.
itu jalan yg die pilih...dan ini kali kedua...
cukupla..aku xingin lagi..
menderita n sengsara begini..
aKU cume ingin bergembira..dgn kehidupan aku yg skrg..tanpa ada yg menganggu..
trima kasih krn pernah memilih aku dlm hidupmu..
tp kini engkau tinggalkn jua aku stlh pelbagai janji kau tabur.
terpulangla...aku rdha.
dan aku..xnak engkau kembali lg dlm idup aku

tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
Ill find my way through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven...

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please...begging please

Beyond the door there's peace Im sure
And I know therell be no more tears in heaven...

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven..

careless whisper

I feel so unsure,
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor.
As the music dies...
Something in your eyes,
Calls to mind a silver screen,
And all those sad goodbyes.

Chorus
I'm never gonna dance again,
Guilty feet have got no rhythm.
Though it's easy to pretend,
I know you're not a fool.

I should have known better than to cheat a friend,
And waste the chance that I'd been given.
So I'm never gonna dance again,
The way I danced with you.
Chorus

Time can never mend,
The careless whispers of a good friend.
To the heart and mind,
If your answers kind...
There's no comfort in the truth,
Pain is all you'll find.

Repeat chorus

What am I without your love?

Tonite the music seems so loud,
I wish that we could lose the crowd.
Maybe it's better this way,
Wed hurt each other with the things we want to say.

We could have been so good together,
We could have made this dance forever...
But now, whos gonna dance with me?
Please stay.
(Alternatively):
And now it's never gonna be
That way...

Repeat chorus

Now that you're gone...
Now that you're gone...
Now that you're gone...
Was what I did so wrong?
So wrong that you had to leave me alone?

what about us?

What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?

No one would care if
We never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other

[Chorus:]
What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby...what about us?

How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling

[Chorus]

I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster

Viva..la vida

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
(Ohhh)

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People could not believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries Wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world
(Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohhh)

Hear Jerusalem bells are ringings
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Oooooh Oooooh Oooooh

lucky me..lucky you

(Jason)
Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying

(Colbie)
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

(Both)
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh, ooooh, oooh, oooh,
Oooh ooh ooh ooh

(Both)
They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

(Both)
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

(Jason)
And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

(Colbie)
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

(Both)
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh, ooooh, oooh, oooh,
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooooh, ooooh, oooh, oooh,
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.

i am a heartbreaker

Look Out

Where Its At
I Know Karmas Comin To Pay Me Back
Im Hurt The Sweetest Thang Thats On The Map
I Broke Her Heart In 30 Seconds Flat
In 30 Seconds Flat

Now How Did I
Just How Did I Become That Kind Of Guy
To Look At Girl And Lie Right In The Eye
My Momma Told Me Willy That Aint Right
Boy Now That Aint Right

Im S S S Sorry
Im S S S Sorry
I Didnt Mean To Break Your Heart (x2)
Im S S S Sorry
Im S S S Sorry
I Didnt Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
Im A Heartbreaker (x6)
Im A Heart
A H H H H Im A Heart
A H H H Im A

Where She Go
I Got Some Things I Gotta Let Her Know
To Fix The Love Now Its Impossible
But Baby Baby If We Take It Slow
If We Take It Slow
We Can Make It Work
We Just Cant Throw The Love Down In The Dirt
You Probly Think That Im A F**Kin Jerk
Cuz The Way I Let You Down It Made You Hurt
I Didnt Mean To Make You Hurt

Im S S S Sorry
Im S S S Sorry
I Didnt Mean To Break Your Heart (x2)
Im S S S Sorry
Im S S S Sorry
I Didnt Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
Im A Heartbreaker (x6)
Im A Heart
A H H H H Im A Heart
A H H H Ima

Break It Down
Lets Break It Down
Lets Break It Down
Lets Break It Down
Lets Break It Down
Lets Break It Down
Lets Break It Down Now
Lets Break It Down Now
Lets Break It Down
Lets Break It Down
Lets Break It Down
Lets Break It Down
Lets Break It Down
Lets Break It
Lets Break Break Break It Down

So So So Sorry
So So So Sorry
A La La La
La La La La
La La La La

Im S S S Sorry
Im S S S Sorry
I Didnt Mean To Break Your Heart (x2)
Im S S S Sorry
Im S S S Sorry
I Didnt Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
Im A Heartbreaker *(x6)
Im A Heart
A H H H H Im A Heart
A H H H Ima

Empty...emptier...

Tried to take a picture
of love
didn't think I'd miss her
that much
I want to fill this new frame
but its empty

tried to write a letter
in ink
its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
but its empty
its empty

maybe we're trying
trying too hard
maybe we're torn apart
maybe the timing
is beating our hearts
we're empty

and I've even wondered
if we
should be getting under
these sheets
we could lie in this bed
but its empty
its empty

maybe we're trying
trying too hard
maybe we're torn apart
maybe the timing
is beating our hearts
we're empty

oh oh
oh oh
oooooh
oh oh
oh oh

maybe we're trying
trying too hard
maybe we're torn apart
maybe the timing
is beating our hearts
we're empty

we're empty
we're empty

what about now

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

This I Promise You

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

Shape of my heart

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Show you the shape of my heart

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nape abg majuk..
knp xcaye ayg xbuat sume tuh..
knp xnk caye ayg ikot ape je yg abg ckp..
tolongla..jgn trus2 mrajuk..
ayg ssh hati mcm ni..
kite jauh..dan semakin menjauh..
jgn mcm ni abg..
cukup skali..ayg xnk kali kedua..
please..

wat u got

Konvict, Konvict

Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh

[Verse 1: Colby O'Donis]
I peeped you on the phone
Just showin' off ya stones
And noticed that that pinky ring is bright enough baby
I know you're not alone
But I could just be wrong
The way them fellas houndin' you sizin' you up baby
And I like the way you take advantage of
Every man you love
I see it, and I know your game girl
But I don't mind if ya come and play with us
Just don't talk too much
I see, your so cute you don't have to say a word

[Hook:]
Yeah those guys wanna come treat you right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin' hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus:]
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop (Eh Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Verse 2: Colby O'Donis]
Girl I can tell you want something to love
That's why you hold on to everything that pass you by
Can't resist girl and I can't lie
And I can tell if you are here for me
Or everybody watchin' you shake from left to right
The way you move got me hypnotized
I Like The way you take advantage of every man you love
I see it, and I know your game girl
But I don't mind if you come and play with us
Just don't talk too much
I see, your so cute you don't have to say a word

[Hook:]
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin' hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus:]
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop (Eh Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Verse 3: Akon]
I can't keep my eyes away from you girl when you get on the floor and do what you do
And errbody wanna come back to that body and kind of remind myself I'm like you
Cus your that type to drive a man crazy and snatch him away from his lady
No matter how hard the man hold back he'll end up callin' you baby
And they never really know what to do once you expose that thang you do
Ya had him crawlin' on hands and knees and ya find a way to get him out that cheese
And why ya thinkin' that you the only dude she off in the mall livin' off of you
Lettin' errbody know she got you but now you feel like a fool

[Hook:]
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin' hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus:]
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop (Eh Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop (Eh Eh)

Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own

Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I... that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need... I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can you hear me when I Sing,
you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me

Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

not in love

Are you ready?

You call me on the phone
I act like nothings going on
We're drivng in my car
I pretend that you don't turn me on
Ah ah ah you sexy thing
Yeah you know it yeah
Ah ah ah you move around now you show it

I'm not in love
It's just a faze that i'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
But don't go running away

It's almost 3am
I'm hoping that you don't let go
You're moving in so close
I'm trying not to lose control
Ah ah ah you sexy thing
Yeah you know it yeah
Ah ah ah
You move around now you show it (come on)

I'm not in love
It's just a faze that i'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
Don't go running away
Oh i'm not in love
I try to tell myself all the time
I just can't help how i feel tonight
So don't go running away yeah

Im not in love (yeah yeah)
I'm not in love
I'm not in love (give it to me now)
I'm not in love (break it down)
Ah ah ah you sexy thing
Yeah you know it ah ah ah
You move around yeah you show it

Say (All I Need)

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

Bye Bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

Hard to say i'm sorry

Everybody needs a little time away
I've heard her say
From each other

Even lovers need a holiday oooh
Far away from each other

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
And after all that you've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you, baby

And after all thats been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go

ooooh bup bup bup bup

Couldn't stand to be kept away
Not for a day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away awaaaaaaaay
Far away from the one that I love

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go

And after all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you

And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

I can't let go.

bosan tahap giga

adoi la..ape aku nk buat ni..
melangok dpn komputer je..
bosan ada tok..
aiyoo..

dlm bosan2 ni...nak berfikir pon xdpt..
aku rase cam main game lg membuatkn otak n fikiran aku berfikir..
main game?
alaaaaaa...bosan dah main game slalu..
namoh aaaa..

adesss..lepak chatroom..boring gak..ntah pape ntah borak nant..
lepak jiwang..tko..pon same je..
mane lagi nk pegi ni??
arghhhh

sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu

Di setiap langkahku ku kan
selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintamu

Bridge:
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Coda:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna


Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuhk au bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku

Bridge:
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Reff:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna

Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuhk au bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku

Bridge:
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Coda:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna


abang..utk abang..ayang sggup minat lagu2 melayu mcm ni..uwaaaaaa...sodih hati den..
ayang harap abang dpt memahami perasaan ayang pd saat ini..24/7 non-stop..
ayang sering tringatkn abg.

ye ayang tau..ayg shud mentioned abt u earlier..u the one i love before mmz..
u were always there with me, all the time..i never realised that..
ayg tau..ini salah ayang..maafkn ayang..

bleed.

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

Ooooh...

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Menjaga hati..

Masih tak tinggal bayanganmu
yang telah memberkas relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti
seolah petanda
cinta tak disini lagi
engkau tak berpaling

[Chorus]
biarkan aku menjaga
perasaan ini ohhh....
menjaga segenap cinta
yang telah engkau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
engkau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih menharapkanmu
ohhh.. ohh....

masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu
cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa
menghapus diri mu
meski ku lihat kini
engkau diseberang sana

(chorus)

andai akhirnya engkau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri menjaga hati

(chorus X2)

Sejujurnya diriku
masih menharapkan mu
oohhh... oohh... oohhh...

abang..abang xrindu ayang?

Hate Me

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

luahan hati ayang buat abang.

If I had to life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so early
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you


[Chorus]
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you


If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

abang..jgn trus merajuk..ayg rindu

sorry

Ku cuba redakan relung hati
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh...
Aku cinta oooooooo...
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh...
Aku cinta oooooooo...

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh...
Aku cinta oooooooo...
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh...
Aku cinta oooooooo...

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
ooooo

this is the 1st time ever i post a malay song..
for Shaifulhezab sayang

abang..

maafkan ayang

empty

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I even wonder
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

(Maybe we're trying)
(Trying too hard)
(Maybe we're torn apart)
We're empty
(Maybe the timing)
(Is beating our hearts)
We're empty


to the person who i love most.thank u

KINGS OF EUROPE

adess..lupe plak nk update blog nehh..
haha..penalty shoot-out yg sgt menarik bg aku..
hoho..dr pukul 3 pg smp 6 pg..aku menatap tv tuh..xalih2..
bile tgk dr gaya permainan..mmg berpihak pd chelc..
tp..akhirnye, alhamdulillah..
heheh..ronny..ko mmg..kaki ko..xmasuk plak penalty tuh..cheitt..
kasik debar smp nk gugur jantung..blh masuk ijn tau!
adoii..thanks to JT hahah..kaki ko mmg xbedung..siap up2 lg armband ko ekk.,.
padanla muke..hahahhahahahaha
aku puas hati!!!
sgt2 puas ti..
hahahaha
we are KINGS OF EUROPE!!
glory glory man united!!!

never too late

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late

SORRY

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

Take A Bow

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on

(Chorus)

WORDS

Smile an ever lasting smile
A smile can bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you gone
'Cos that would bring a tear to me

This world has lost its glory
Let's start a brand new story
Now my love

You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say

It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

Talk in ever lasting words
And dedicate them all to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm hear if you should call to me

You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say

It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da da da

This world has lost its glory
Let's start a brand new story
Now my love
You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say

It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

my all time fav song..

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!

i know im a bit late..hoho..but still
congratulations to all manchester united's player n staffs.
my congratulations also to all manchester united's fan..
GLORY GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED!baby!!we rock all the way thru..
it was a very memorable nite.seeing all the players having fun on the field.
GIGGSY..you never let me down!hehe..love yaaaaa!

cant think of wat to say now..but seriously..for the 10th times?
they cant deny it that we are the champion!hoho..
1 down..1 more to go!
UEFA Champions League.get it done baby!chelsea wont make it!
give us double and they'll suffer for the whole season!

Busby Babes they always made me cry
Thinkin' 'bout the teams of years gone by
Charlton, Edwards, Law and Georgie Best
We're United, you can keep the rest
Schmeichel, Parker, Pallister
Irwin, Bruce, Sharpe and Ince
Hughes, McClair, Keane and Cantona
Robson, Kanchelskis and Giggs
Come on you reds, come on you reds
Just keep your bottle and use your heads
For ninety minutes we'll let them know
Who's Man United, here we go
Come on you reds, come on you reds
Just keep your bottle and use your heads
For ninety minutes we'll let them know
Who's Man United, here we go
Glory Glory Man United
Glory Glory Man United
We'll maintain the status quo
We're Man United, here we go
So Old Trafford let us hear you loud
Cheer us on and we will do you proud
Fifty thousand voices sing our song
Keep us at the top where we belong
So here's to Alex Ferguson
He'll take us all the way
We're on the road to glory now
Winning at home and away
Come on you reds, come on you reds
Just keep your bottle and use your heads
For ninety minutes we'll let them know
Who's Man United, here we go
Come on you reds, come on you reds
Just keep your bottle and use your heads
For ninety minutes we'll let them know
Who's Man United, here we go
Glory Glory Man United
Glory Glory Man United
We'll maintain the status quo
We're Man United, here we go
Come on you reds, come on you reds
The team that every defender dreads
We are the Devils in Red, you know
We're Man United, here we go
Come on you reds, come on you reds
Just keep your bottle and use your heads
For ninety minutes we'll let them know
Who's Man United, here we go
Man United, here we go
Man United, here we go

Your Love Is A Lie

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie

Your love is just a lie

huh..megat mohd zamri..ini lagu utk kau..

realiza

Take time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on me
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
Well didn't I, didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Oh ooo oh ooo oh
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, but

It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don?t feel it too
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other

Just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now


one of my favourite song.really soothing..humming and sing along thru this song..
a really beautiful song

bubbly

I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under the covers stayin safe and warm
you give me feelins that I adore

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmmmmmmm

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go

i'm yours

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

you needed me

You needed me

I cried a tear
You wiped it dry
I was confused
You cleared my mind
I sold my soul
You bought it back for me
And held me up
You gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me

You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me

I can't believe it's you
I can't believe it's true
I needed you
And you were there
And I'll never leave, why should I leave?
I would be a fool
Cuz I finally found someone who really cares

(You needed me)

You held my hand
When it was cold
When I was lost
You took me home
You gave me hope
When I was at the end
And turned my lies
Back into truth again
You even called me "friend"

You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me

You needed me
You needed me
Oh, yes, you needed me
You needed me

sorry

aku nak say sorry kat die..tp aku rase xpatut..
sbb die salah..nak marah2 aku secara tibe2 pehal..
tp bile difikirkan balik...itu salah bersama..
tp die dgn muke toya die yg xhengat tuh,..
wat aku bengkeng saje..eeeeeeee geram!
die plak..sorry xde langsung..jgnkan sorry..
aku rase kalau die ade peluang nk marah aku..mesti dh kene tembak..
*shoot* arrkkkk matik aku..
hohoho
pekehal bengong plak ni..
gerammmm seyy org camni..amboiiiiiiiiiii dieeeeeeee...
saje je kasik aku panas...xleh tahan dah ni...
dentam dentum dah hati aku ni..
wakkakakakakaka

stupid dam dam

aku kene marah balik?
hailaaaa...adela plak org mcm ni..
aku kene marah..pasal die..aku kene marah balik?
haila haila...nak jegil2 mate kat aku pehal...
aku yg ptt marah die ni..die nk marah aku watpe?
pehal?aku sms tuh salah ke?xkn aku nk ckp dgn die..depan2 org?
ade ke patut?aku salah lagi?
gile..mmg gile..
aku yg kene marah?aku kene marah balik?!
kalau ikotkn ati yg marah membara ni...
dh lame aku sepakkan muke die tu..
aku plak yg kene marah..
so wut?!!

babun gile tahap dewa ntah mane..cam haram!!!!

aku bengang gile sbnrnye..dr smlm aku simpan bende ni..aku sgt2 sedih..
aku yg pegi kursus..tambang, makan, tempat tinggal sume sdri..diorg cume bayar utk kursus sahaja(itupon kalau diorg bayar)..tp sijil die..company yg simpan.aku sedey sgt2 teramat2 sedey.penat aku blaja..penat aku amek exam..diorg simpan sijil aku..dgn harapan..kite akan stay lame kat ctu.tapi kalau the way they treat us..like rubbish..then who the hell yg nak stay lame.bkn nk menguuk rezeki yg penah aku dapat tp sgalanye menyakitkan.aku sedih.knp, hanye sekeping sijil tuh dorg akan buat aku mcm ni.itu namenye menyekat rezeki org lain!xnak bg org lain excel dalam hidup.sgguh busuk hati dorg ni.aku mmg sgguh2 menyesal keje kat ctu!knp dorg ni suke sgt menyusahkan aku.termaktub mane termaktub..gile bapak die aa..sum tuh boleh dibincangkan.apehal, kalau pon sijil tuh diorg simpan..nak bawak pegi mane?pegi kubur?!haaaa..aku dh gerambtol ni!!ape sgt kos dorg?ape sgt ko syg die nk bekira sgt dgn ape yg penah aku bg kan pada syarikat dulu?aku btol2 geram skrg ni!

love like this

Well we go back so far,
swingin in your back yard,
all the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
ooh I really liked you,
must have been your attitude.

That’s why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years they’ll roll by,
Baby, now I know why
I keep comin back to you.

You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this

Well this life tries to keep us apart
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this.

All the guys tried to take me,
you’re the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I’ll go if you take me
I'm willing to sacrifice.

That’s why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years, they’ll roll by,
it’s not hard to know why
I keep comin back to you.

You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
[Love Like This lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]


Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this.

Cause this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this.

May never find a love, love, love a love like this,
that still make me think about my middle school kiss.
I sit here in this chair and I wish
for you not to leave me now.
My friends they always told me
not to make you my wifey,
man they was putting you down.
And now they see we rollin,
me and you, we strollin,
they don’t wanna come around.

Let me hear you say,
you’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this.

When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I’m so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this,

Oh whoa...(Oh whoa...) Never find a love like this…(x5)
When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart,
Let me hear you say,
Oh whoa...(Oh whoa...) Never find a love like this.
Oh whoa...(Oh whoa...) Never find a love like this

manchester united 4 - arsenal 0..wakakakkaka

wakakakakak..ijinkan aku gelak yaaa...
wakakakkaka..4-0?ape ni?
kate pendahulu liga..tp semacam main dgn org division bawah plak..
hohoho..xbermaya langsung aku tgk pemain2 aRSENAL.begitu sengal skali..adoilaa..
hakhak..puas ati aku bersengkang mate..untuk tgk game ni!
mmg best aa..nani n anderson.hoho..aku salute giler dgn diorg ni..
nani especially..hoh, mmg kasik arsenal's players bengang saje.
fabregas?ku nmpaknya macam sayur saja malam itu.hoho..
adebayor..masuk2 saja..sudah kad kuning..skali die tukar pemain..haa..amek kau..
tiga skali..hoho..punyela...
klakar aa tgk game malam tuh..
aku cemas gak..takot game yg sblm ni berulang lagi..
time tuh arsenal melawan tanpa henti..man u gol sebiji, die balas sebiji..
man u gol 2 die pon gol 2..
tp yg malam tu..kat old trafford..sedey gile aku tgk dorg..lehmann?kesian sgguh..
kasik bungkus laaa..arsene wenger, wa nengok muke die dh merah padam.=p
kat stadium..lg 10-15 minit game nk abes, stadium ku pandang dah kosong..
arsenal supporters dah caboottt dulu.hoho..keciannnn..
pendahulu liga,..main cam sayooooooorrr..lemah longlai...
aiyerr...ape macam tuh?
4-0??kalau 1-0 tuh ok aa lgi..ini 4?!dude...man u's gonna grab that treble this season seriously if arsenal play like that AGAIN.dude..lemau giller!
adoilaaaa..aku senyum dah cam lebar bebenauuuuuu..
senyummm jer..bile aku tringat camane nani main, anderson n nani..mmg best!
hoho..
lagi satu yg mengejutkan..liverpool..KALAH lagi..aiseyy..trok bebenorrr ni..adoiii

he and his stupid damn ASS!!

how dare he yell at my face?!!!stupid fucking idiot jerk!
fuck him big time!hey, it's my blog btw..i can say watever i wanna say
i asked him..politely..wat did i get?a freaking yell..that every single human in this office can hear it!damn him for embarassing me.fuck him for yelling at me.at go to hell for every yells he did to me.
this isnt the 1st time..it has been several time..but this time..
worse than before.like i say..every single..tiny lil ears can hear his fucking words!
damn it!and..luckily..i didnt yell back at him.i was just totally 'SHOCKED' and i can tell that my face turning red, cos i was sooooooooo embarassed.the only thing i said is take and read the newspaper elsewhere.i dont wanna see ur face(luckily im holding newspaper)shit!!!shit!!!blushit!!!and now..headache!for god sake..nobody ever yell at me like that!(well, my mom..that's exceptional)ooo god!he is soooooooooooooooooooo much lucky that i didnt even get to curse him on his bloody face!bloody jerk!
>>sabar nadia, sabar...(my really nice ofcmate..consoled me)jgn dilayan org mcm tuh lg..biarkan die..buat mcm die xde kat cni lagi.lenkali..jgn bg die ape2 pon..

>kak..sy mintak barang sy yg die amek.tibe2 die jerit kat muke saye.

>>tauu..lenkali, jgn bg.awk amek je yg baru.yg awk punye.biarkan kat die.

>hurmm..

beyond this argument i am actually really fortunate that i have a really concern colleague.she helped me a lot and she's really kind and nice.thanks kak.

btw.i've got my NEW LIQUIDPAPER..so u jerk, keep the old one.i dont need it anymore!

14FEB2008

>wat day is today?
>>today is thursday maam..hoho..
>what ocassion are we on today?
>>nothing maam
>hoho nadia dear..u sound pathetic
>>is it maam?does it bother you anyhow?
>no..not exactly..but u're just pathetic.
>>so?
>do u have any problem nadia?
>>i dont think so..
>u sure?want me to remind u on anytink?
>>yeah..i am damn sure that i am perfectly OK
>hurmm..if u say so..but nadia, today is 14 of Feb..so..it is, Valentine
>>wat is valentine actually aa maam?nvr heard of it..
>hurmmm..u surely have a problem nadia luv..
>>wat is it maam?wat do u see?wat makes u say that?
>well i can see..that u're missing sumone ver much, and i see u're broken heart.and now in u're in such a mess cos u keep thinking about that person..
>>is that so??hoho..so i am damn pathetic..cos i keep blaming maself and keep wanting him and still in love with him big time..u want the truth aite?u got it.
>nadia dear, it is not a stupid thing for loving sumbody, but u just have to let it all go..when things are not destined for u.let it go, let it free...free ur mind, just think positively that everythings gonna just fine..dont force urself to forget about it..give it sumtimes, then it'll slowly go away..u can sumhow,think about it..but dont tortured urself.live ur life to the fullest.u still young, fresh, vibrant and a lot more is waiting for u.it's just love dear.still many to come..ur future i supposed is more valuable than anything else in the whole wide world.so, stop being sorry for yourself and live happily.
>>hurmm..u answered most of my confusion maam.
>u see..actually u know it, but u just need sum1 to tell u that it is ok..to cry, to be sad cos it's just the circle of life.there'll be ups there'll be down..and that's what we call LIFE.move on with ur life.and never turning back.i hope u'll always be happy.
>>u're like sum mind-reader maam..heh, spooky!!
>haha..very funny!

(*~*)

ever the same

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love

bile kenang2 balik..time putus cinta..aku rase 3 kali je..
aku akan adap balik lagu ni..
it means aku really love that guy..
but in the end..it's all went away..just like him..
i miss megat..(*_*)