kk trip

on the 18 jun until 22 jun..i was on vacation with my family in kota kinabalu, sabah. it was great. we went to lots of places, mostly shopping for pearls and crystals. haishhh..huhu
on the 1st day, my fren pia n his fiancee brought us to 1 Borneo, apparently 1Borneo is the largest hypermarket in Sabah.:) it is huge indeed. we had dinner there, the food was delicious. ahaks..

on the 2nd day, we went for island hopping and snorkeling. (well actually im the one who really excited..hehe). im hoping to go to the 3 islands there - Manukan, Mamutik and Sapi but in the end i just went to 1 island only - Manukan island. all the pictures are in the camera. i hvnt got the chance to download it yet ahaks..i went for snorkeling there. as usual..i love sea, i love beaches..and there goes the story, its just me who did snorkel. my mom n my sis just sit by the beach. compared to the redang trip (snorkeling and beaches) i love redang more. Manukan island, im sad being there. really sad. seeing rubbish here and there. even when im snorkeling i saw lots of rubbish. its just so frustrating. i just cant understand people. ok, its fine if u want to feed the fish..but common sense people!!xkan la buang smpah dalam laut kot?! durhhh

after snorkeling..we went back to the hotel and rest..and usually at 3 pm we went to the Philipine Market - Pearls and Cyrtsals heaven.hahahaha..my mom bought a lot for frens and family.

at nite we had dinner at the hotel, it was super frustrating. when u pay such amount of money for sumthing, we expected sumthing good rite? it turn out the other way. super frustrating.

on the 3rd day..my mom wants to eat at the 1Borneo, so we took a free shuttle to 1Borneo..hihi, they have this free mini bus to take visitors to the 1Borneo for FREE!haha it is bcos the shopping complex is far away from the town..so..pergi balik kami naik bas percuma la..i had a terrible memory in 1Borneo..sbb dlm tuh cam ade tpt exhibition..my sista nak masuk..so i ikot la, the moment i step into that place until i walked out of that place i screamed my lungs out bcos of the animals inside there..lots of snakes (im afraid of snakes..ok :p)aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...aaaaaaaaaaaaa..i just cant stop myself.
nanges2 summore..hahahaha..
balik dr 1Borneo, balik hotel...rehat and lps asar kuar balik...

huhu..sepanjang duk kat KK town ni kitorg byk jalan kaki jer :)

huhu on the 4th day.. we went to the Mount Kinabalu!!!!
simply breathtaking view...super fresh air..and sejuknyeee..nyaman sangat..
huhu...




mmg best aaa..aku sgt suke ke gunung ni..
ahaksss..

blik dr gunung kitorg g tamu plop..pastu balik hotel rehat..itula gayanye hari2 kat sane..
siap2 kemas barang...sbb esoknye nak balik
yg aku pasan dr 1st day aku jejak kaki kat sabah ni..byk kedai korea, jepon..kedai makan korea tau dgn minimart korea..even chanel tv dlm bilik hotel pon byk korean n japanese..perghhh.aku tanye kawan aku..die kate kat cni mmg ramai orang2 tersebut..aku sdri pon xtau knp..ahaks..

hari kelima...flight kul 2 ptg...smp di lcct kul 4.30gitu..delayed jap sbb xleh mendarat..traffic jam..huhu...

sekian....

perasan!

It's true lots of people hate me but there are even more who love me and who support me.

Cristiano Ronaldo - Sky Sports-

Gile perasan mamat ni..adoilaa..xleh tahan aku..
pagi2 isnin dgr org membongkak..adoilaa...adoilaaa

blur

"God determines who walks into your life.........It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go."

true..sometimes, we think that we really want it but actually we dont. when we think that we dont want it we actually dying to own it. why is that? why do we act opposite of wat we're thinking of? or am i the only person whose doing that? i dont think so..

wat did i do on the weekend?

ahakss...
friday nite amek izzah kat melaka sentral at 11pm, she came by bus from kuantan..with few missions..huhu..actually she came for work withh additional agenda..woohoo..
she brought THESEEE






MANCHESTER UNITED ASIA TOUR TICKETS!!!!!!wooohooooooooooo..with TRAINING PASSESSSS..
wow..unbelievable..unbelievable..she got me 8 tickets!
2 for me, 2 for kreen, 2 for likasgal, and 2 for shima..aha
wow...wow..im still wowing until now..haha

ok..enuff abt that..
and on saturday we when to one of our schoolmate's wedding..Hana Salleh..well, i took some pics (just for kreen) bcos she requested for it...

Hana n Husband

anyway..hanye majlis nikah...sanding2 bulan 12 nanti..
pheww..met some of our schoolmates..we talked and eat and jokes together. and we laughed like maniacs..haha..at hana's wedding, seems like a small reunion for us..huhu..syiokkk!!

malam tuh plak..g karaoke..kat dream box kat dataran pahlawan tu..mak aaiii..from 9pm to 12am..3 hrs..melalak tahap xingat..nyanyi beriya2..beremosi gitu..wahahahahaha..and no pictures...bahaya..bahaya..hehe..its just the 3 of us..
izzah, nadia munji and myself..ladies nite out. :)
thanks to izzah for blanje us karaoke :p

well...yeah...actually ealier or on the way to hana's, i got booked by freak policeman. durhh..potong stim gue mau happy2 sepanjang hari...arghhh..malas layan malas nk pikir...byr jela nant..

till then...

commitmentphobia

Fear of commitment in much popular literature refers to avoidance of long-term partnership and/or marriage but the problem is often much more pervasive, affecting school, work, and home life as well.

The term commitmentphobia was coined in the popular self-help book Men Who Can't Love in 1987. Following criticism of the perceived sexist idea that only men were commitmentphobic, the authors provided a more gender balanced model of commitmentphobia in a later work, He's Scared, She's Scared.

Commitmentphobia is often most strongly apparent in romantic life. Generally, commitmentphobic people claim that they are eager to find a lasting romantic attachment and get married, yet they fail to find appropriate partners and maintain longlasting connections. Ironically, in these romantic relationships, the commitmentphobic partner craves what he/she fears most: love and connection. This paradoxical craving for a frightening reality leads to a confusing and destructive pattern of seduction and rejection. The results are emotionally devastating.

The key to understanding commitmentphobia is recognizing that such behavior is rooted in fear—fear of lost options or fear of making poor decisions. The commitmentphobic mind sees decisions as permanent, opening the possibility of being caged or trapped forever with no means of escape. Commitmentphobia is a real disabling fear, that can be manifest in many areas of life, including career, home ownership, or even shoe shopping. This fear can make simple every day decisions into a tremendous burden.

To assuage their anxieties, many commitmentphobics become fantasy-driven, using their active imaginations to fill in for the lack of emotional security and closeness in their lives. Of course, these fantasies pose additional problems because no potential partner, car, or job can ever live up to the fantasy. Commitmentphobics are also prone to self-destructive behavior, such as walking out on partners or jobs without notice, leaving themselves and the people in their lives in untenable situations.

One potentially misleading aspect of commitmentphobic behavior is that the partner who is actively running away from commitment is not the only one with a problem. In fact, commitmentphobic behavior includes "settling" for inappropriate partners, pursuing unattainable partners, and engaging in instant relationship mergers as well as fleeing from what might have appeared to be a stable romance. Any persistent behavior that actively prevents a person from making a commitment or allows a person to make excuses for not having made a commitment can be considered commitmentphobic.

Authors Carter and Sokol handle this circumstance by describing "active" commitmentphobia, which is most strongly characterized by running away from relationships, and "passive" commitmentphobia, which is most strongly characterized by longsuffering devotion to an active partner who is running away, longing for a partner who has run away, and fantasy reconciliation scenarios.