nasi kandar

i ate nasi kandar today.

i am full to the max.

i wont eat nasi kandar anymore.

period.

i am not in love with you anymore

maybe..i am maybe i am not.

but for now i am certain that i am not.

im tired with all of your games.

i back off. 

i had enough.

well peeps.

have a nice day

it's Tuesday after all

water from the sky...@__@

hahahaha..

i just cant help myself from laughing out loud.

come on!

that is the funniest thing i have ever heard!

dang!! :p

i think, i might wanna change my career from travel agent

to LOVE CONSULTANT :p

well you never know.

you might want to come and talk to me

about your love life..

i am so busy helping people with their love life..

but what about my own love life?

i think by now..

i am living in a great agony.

i am not in denial..not definitely

but i am certain that

i am just afraid.

we don't always get what we want

thing will not always be in the way

we want it to be.

though we dream a lot about it

but sometimes reality does hurt.

i wanna be brave, i wanna be bold

but i cant. i wont.

because i know, if i do such thing

i will be jeopardizing the relationship.

but..i want to take a chance.

i know that i am not in that "circle"

but i want to take a chance.

but i am not ready for the consequences.

i smiled throughout the weekend.

and it may sound absurd to some people..

because i smile a lot..hahaha

what about it..maybe i'm just happy! :p

i deserved to feel happy..right?

 

beckham

http://soccernet.espn.go.com/columns/story?id=833712&sec=england&root=england&cc=4716

walk down to memory lane..:(

rooney

are you out of your mind??

sudah menueng dgn nenek tua..

now you are making such nonsense

decision.

aiyooo~~

love

why do most of us ashamed to show our love to our parents

but not partners?

i am actually missing my mother rite at this moment

i miss her cooking..i miss to eat like healthily.

i can cook though but still mom cooks the best.

i hate kl..@__@

my lazy weekend

i spent my weekend doing nothing

just chilling out doing marathon on

Ugly Betty and Gilmore Girls

oo i love my weekend!!

i cant believe it..

it reminds me how much i love watching those stories

back then.

crap!i dropped my phone

now it's having major prob!!

dang~

aku benci orang itu - part II

aku benci orang yg gune id msgr aku

aku benci orang yg login email aku

aku benci orang yg delete emails aku

aku benci orang yg delete and block contacts aku

aku kesiankan orang itu sbb die sgt bangang

aku kesian orang itu sbb die rase tak secure dgn diri sdri

aku kesian orang itu sbb die keje tak sebagus aku

aku kesian dgn orang itu sbb die pendek akal

what a life. i regret that i ever think you as my friend

i am so disgusted with you..

eww

=)

his wife is now pregnant.

congratulations my dear friend

you've been with me through thick and thin

you showed me the meaning of friendship

they say man n woman can never be best friend

but we proved them wrong

i treasure our friendship to my heart.

congratulations again.

you will be a wonderful father.

Allah bless you

Gave It All Away - Boyzone

I … I will learn to live before I die
will learn to love and learn to try
not to give it all away (give it all away)
She … she may be
the one that's meant for me
or for the man that I used to be (used to be)
til' I gave it all away (gave it all away x2)

[Chorus]
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

you taught me to see the better truth
about yourself but about me too (about me too)
I was stupid over you
what could I do

[Chorus]
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

some people wait a lifetime for a chance like this
I've waited enough
baby, no, I won't let you go
I'm sick of tears and being fierce

(I won't let go of you, I won't let go of you, of you, of youx2)

[Chorus]
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

there's nothing left to take (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry ry)

I gave it all away

sorry peeps..haha

more song lyrics..:p

you can watch the video here..hehehe

the beats

have you ever wonder..

who will you end up being with?

have you ever wonder..

what will happen if you are to destine to live alone

for the rest of your life?

have you ever wonder..

what makes you get stronger each day?

have you ever wonder..

what's the reason for you to keep on living?

have you ever wonder..

will you ever repay all your parents deeds through out

your life?

have you ever wonder..

why sometimes you make stupid decisions?

have you ever wonder..

what makes you..you are now?

T___T i am so in need of you right now

why oo why

do you keep on running away from me?

i'm a meat lover - but i don't eat HUMAN

please stop running away

jiwang monday

thank you for enlighten my life again.

you're the one i need

you're the one i love

you're the one i cherish my whole life

without you, im lost

i searched for more never stop

but you were right there

when i saw you

and you captured my whole heart all over again

i need you.

i love you.

Michael Buble - All I Do Is Dream Of You

maybe

maybe i should just shoot myself and die

maybe i should just stay away from men as i am so stupid

in choosing the right one

maybe i should sometime listen to my friend's advice

and take a breather from men

why am i so attracted to men?

can't really tell

they are like ice cream..

so damn good when it's still hard

and gross to the max when it's melt

hahaha

i want you

i want you as much as i want to forget you

i learned of letting go as much as 

i learned of keeping you close to my heart

ok..where is this taking me?

what am i babbling?

lmao ;p

lelaki...

berapa ramai dah lelaki aku kawan selama umur aku ni??

heeee..xtau nk jawab mcmane..

ramai kot :p

aku benci orang itu

aku benci pada orang yang tidak pandai berterima kasih

aku benci pada manusia yang sangat bodoh sombong

aku benci pada manusia yang kononnya seorang pemimpin

tetapi perangai tak ubah seperti parasit

aku benci pada manusia yang tidak pandai menghormati orang 

yang lagi tua darinya

aku benci manusia yang buta hati

aku benci pada manusia yang tidak belajar untuk menghargai

jasa dan keringat orang lain

aku benci pada manusia yang angkuh lagi bangang

aku benci pada manusia yang suka menuding jari kepada orang lain

aku benci pada manusia yang suka memporak perandakan orang lain

aku benci pada manusia yang tidak tahu bersyukur

aku benci pada kau yang menjadi duri dalam daging

aku benci engkau yang menjadi tali barut pada orang yang

cuba menjatuhkan bangsa sendiri

aku benci orang yg mengutuk TUN

aku benci orang yg mengatakan TUN tersungkur

aku benci orang ini dan pengikut - pengikutnya

nada

i have nothing to blog about as im not in the mood for blogging for now..
not much happened lately, but too much of eating i guess..
dang!face full of pimples - maybe i should be a pimple breeder..
isk isk isk..
its October already and i wanna meet Jimmy!
when can i meet Jimmy??