Tuesday, February 3, 2009

love sux, even sux when u are madly in love

Ikhwan..
i wonder how can he be very patient when dealing with me?
i mean, i can be such an ass when it comes to love..
but how did he manage to control me in a very good way?
i know, im forceful, intolerance and ridiculously childish sumtimes..
but how did he manage to fully conquered me and yet i feel very much comfortable and content.over joyous happiness.
he talked to me as if nothing happened, talk to me like ive nvr do wrong like im the perfect person of all.
he will say, all of that happened is actually his fault and i nvr get to understand why must he do such thing.
i feel loved, cared but im afraid. afraid of my heart will break again. im yet to open up myself truly with him afraid that he'll leave me.
at the moment im writing this blog, i can really feel his feelings towards me and the guiltiness inside my heart are killing me.
i feel bad for not trusting him, for always hv this -ve thoughts about him whereas he always trust me and always wants me to be with him.
why cant i do the same thing?
he told me..please try to understand my job. that's the only thing that i want from you.
at that moment i know..i am madly in love with him

You really captured my heart, my mind and my soul baby
I will never ever let you go
I want every inch of you
You are mine and I am yours
We belong together.
I Love You

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