two things..

hurt me the most at this moment is..our defeat to Barcelona (still i cant accept the fact) and i had a fight with him last nite (the last thing i need now)
it was such a big finale..and we lost in 90 mins. how poor. i am soo frustrated, i cried my heart out. and for me, yes Barca did play very well and they deserved to win.

i know, it was all bcos of my childish and girly attitude making people so suffocated. i know i shudnt do things like that, but its just happen. im so ashamed of myself for acting that way. we shud've have a border-line for our rship. but somehow i believe that it'll makes us fall-apart easily.

i dont know. i dont wanna think. i just want to be quiet and stay still.

i dont want to break down and cry but at this moment, i already did.

2 frustrations, 2 sadness, 1 lost and 1 still holding on (but i hv no idea for how long).

i just hope that everything will be ok someday. it's just disappoint me.
i hate to be in this situation but its the way we learn to live.

right now im just trying to motivate myself by reading this and bear in mind this "God determines who walks into your life.........It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go."

and for you..it is hard to let you go as u're the best in me.

and I'll always be Manchester United's fan.Glory Glory Manchester United!

till then