Monday, December 27, 2010

i think

i am done for now.
i need to find a new flavour.
i just dont feel it lately.
so..
i think
i'm done for now

Monday, December 20, 2010

Kim Dong Wook - My Heart Is Cursing



Smile a little more
With a happy smile
So that you can comfort my heart
That keeps looking for you

Smile a little more
So that the world would be jealous
So that my heart that keeps calling for you
Would not be able to become greedy

My heart curses at me
because I can’t even say I love you
My tears burst
because my longing for you flows and flows

Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn
And remain in my ears the whole day

Why does it have to be you
Why did I have to love you
Even if I shake my head, deny it
I can’t let you go

My heart curses at me,
because I can’t even say I love you
My tears burst,
because my longing for you flows and flows

Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn
And remain in my ears the whole day

I love you, I love you
Forever
Even if you don’t look at me

Even if I say it a thousand times, you don’t know
Even if I wait at the same spot, you don’t know
My foolish love that simply looks at you like an idiot
You don’t know, No matter what


enjoy..such a sad song T______T

starstruck

hehehe
and again..
i am starstruck
towards the man, the voice.
absolute starstruck
like i said
it's been a while 
since i lay my eyes on beautiful men.

bwahahahahah
so now..my daily songs to work n home
back n forth..are korean songs.

though its korean, still i can understand
some of the words
and most of what the songs 
are trying to say.
(that's the power of internet)

so..pardon me
as few weeks/days before/after this
my blog will be full
of this man..
Jang Keun Suk / Jang Geun Suk

awww...so cute
i love eyebrows so much!


I will Promise You

Jang Geun Suk Solo - OTOKAJO

Japan Fan Meeting Part 1 - 3







credit to :

Fly Me To The Moon - Jang Geun Suk

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

What Should I Do- Jang Geun Suk

Jang Geun Suk-Without words




Hajimalgul geuraessuh
Mo reunchuk haebuhligol
Anbo ee neun guetchorom
Bohl soo obneun gotchorom nol haye
Bo jee mal gul geuraetnah bwa

Domangchil gol geuraessuh
Motdeuleun chog geurolgol
Deut ji do mot ha neun chog
Deuleun suobneun gotchorom haye
Nae sarang deut ji ahneul gol

Chorus
Maldo obshi sarangeul algae hago
Maldo obshi sarangeul naegae jugo
Sumgeol hana jo cha nol dam gaehae no kho
Ee rokhae do mang ga ni ka
Maldo obshi sarang ee nareul ddona
Maldo obshi sarangee na reul bo ryeo
Museun maleun halji damun eebi
Hon ja so nollan gotgata

Maldo obshi wa so

Wae ee rokhae appeunji
Wae ja ku man appeunji
Nol bolsu obdaneun go
Naega obdaneun go mal go
Mo du yaejon goa tokkateun gon dae

Chorus

Maldo obshi nunmulri heullo naeryeo
Maldo obshi gaseummi mu no jyeo ga
Maldo obneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo obneun sarangeul apahago

Nok shi nagoboryeo
Baboga dwe boryeo
Haneulman bogo oo nikka

Maldo obshi ee byeol ee nareul chaja
Maldo obshi ee byeol ee nae gae wa so
Chunbi domothago noreul bonaeyahaneun
Nae mami nollan gotgata
Maldo obshi wa so

Maldo obshi watt daga
Maldo obshi ddonaneun
Jinagan yeol byeong chorom
Jamshi apeun myeon dwenabwa jakku
Hyeong tto man namgae twe nikka

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/p/park_shin_hye/#share


out of the blue..
i know.
i love this song and especially the drama.
You're Beautiful
i am addicted, star struck
towards this man
omo

Monday, December 13, 2010

korean drama

my latest addiction..
its been a while since i lay my eyes 
on beautiful people.
lmao

this drama is sooooo funny and omg
i cant find words to describe it!
8tv will be airing this drama starting TOMORROW!

Hwang Tae Kyung seriously..
you are gorgeous
i love your smile!

ok..what in the world am i doing?
me = kdrama??again
im 25!!too old for that @__@

oo n btw
hv u ever been to The Face Shop??
some of the brushes - ie for mascara brush
they use pig hair

so peeps
better be careful

Friday, December 10, 2010

rosak

hp aku rosak.
sedey giler.
nak hp baru T_______T

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

gugu

lame dah tak update blog.
dh ade rangka2 utk ape yg nak di blog..
but i'm just too busy.

maybe later

EPL Tour

EPL package to Old Trafford on Mar 2011 (Man Utd v Bolton) 

price starts at MYR2600 per pax for 4D3N
email me at hahn.nadia@gmail.com

for more info. 

thank you

Monday, November 22, 2010

left out

somehow i felt left out sometimes
that is why i chose to be with my best friend on the weekend.
that is why i chose to spend my weekend
at her house

well we went to the Shout! Awards together and seriously
we had a lot of fun!!
lots of nice and energetic performance!
i think i'm into Deja Voodoo Spell now!
you guys rock!!

i'm not over Henry Golding yet..he's just too hot to forget..
lmao.
i am glad Phat Fabes won. i voted for him
and i really screamed when they announced that he won!!
oh my god..
well actually i did the same thing - when Henry won :p

haha..
it is Monday - i just don't feel like going back to that house.
it is not my place.
my place, my home is where my mother is.
that's where i lay my whole life.


Monday, November 15, 2010

satu

Last few weeks when i was in melaka..
breakfast at home - nasi lemak while watching
Nasi Lemak Kopi O haha
at the end of the show
they played one of Dewa song..
of course i will sing along!
it's Dewa...i love Dewa :p
while i was singing
i heard my mom was saying..
"ehh budak ni beriya die nyanyi dik.."
she told that to my sister..
all i can do is smile..
obviously she will be surprised as i'm not 
a big fan of malay songs :p
to my beloved and only mother..
of coursela along tau lagu melayu..certain lagu saje 
la tapi :p
hehe..and while i wrote this..
i listened to Larut - Dewa.

and crap. i am so addicted to Linkin Park 
again!!
they make me feel so young!!!
:p

Thursday, November 11, 2010

my list

can't smile without you.how deep is your love.the man that can't be moved.
you needed me.time after time.i'll be.sometimes when we touch.
careless whisper.what about love.deeper conversation.from this moment.
you and me.no one.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

sleepyhead

i am so sleepy right now.
i slept really late last nite.
i need my sleep..
or else soon jerawat akan naik mcm 
cendawan tumbuh..
bile nk dpt tgk The Unstoppable ni?

Monday, November 8, 2010

lie to me

why people do have to lie?
if you like a person then like that person
if you dislike a person then just tell that person
why do people have to be so good at lying?
dang!

never say never part II

i am listening to never say never while writing this.
sometimes i do wonder
why do i look down on myself at time?
why am i afraid  of being bold and transparent?
what will i lose from that?
isn't that will booze up my confidence, be bold and beautiful..
isn't it good?
or am i just thinking and asking too much?
what is the point of you loving a person but all you 
can do is look from afar and wish that you can be together
with that person?
i mean why do we have to suffer?
why can't we just let it all out?
if you love a person, then just go love that person.
why stop yourself?
i mean all we do is just loving that person
not ruining or stealing from him/her.
love cause no harm ait?
what's pride has got to do with love?
should we put pride above our feeling,
should we keep our ego in the way?
i really don't know why i'm talking about this..
but for me, saying i love you won't do any harm
it will just definitely make you feel better.

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin6. "Love is the beauty of the soul."

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

sms

last nite..
i texted with my few of my frens..
and suddenly..i text her..
dah nak hujung tahun dah..
and she said - she'll be busy next year..
so we exchange couple of texts and
i suddenly told her my dreams.
it made me realize that - yes i do have few dreams
to be fulfilled.
if not at the nearest time - maybe in few years.
one step at a time.
that is what she said 
and as usual i cannot agree more.

for now i just have to work really like super hard
so that i can achieve my dream.
insyaAllah.

another text to my best friend.
sometimes, it struck my mind that..
WE ARE ADULT NOW
and i wish that we don't have to grow up.
we dont have to think about commitment
boyfriends, loves, marriage and stuffs
but thats life.
and back when we wee in school..
we use to talk about our fav boy bands
and stuff..
and now, we talked about boy we love..
marriage, commitment.
thank you Allah for letting us still 
be side by side
and together facing the world 

boys..i think we are doomed when it comes to boys.

haishhhh

Thursday, October 28, 2010

nasi kandar

i ate nasi kandar today.
i am full to the max.
i wont eat nasi kandar anymore.
period.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

i am not in love with you anymore

maybe..i am maybe i am not.
but for now i am certain that i am not.
im tired with all of your games.
i back off. 
i had enough.

well peeps.
have a nice day
it's Tuesday after all

Monday, October 25, 2010

water from the sky...@__@

hahahaha..
i just cant help myself from laughing out loud.
come on!
that is the funniest thing i have ever heard!
dang!! :p

i think, i might wanna change my career from travel agent
to LOVE CONSULTANT :p
well you never know.
you might want to come and talk to me
about your love life..

i am so busy helping people with their love life..
but what about my own love life?
i think by now..
i am living in a great agony.
i am not in denial..not definitely
but i am certain that
i am just afraid.

we don't always get what we want
thing will not always be in the way
we want it to be.
though we dream a lot about it
but sometimes reality does hurt.

i wanna be brave, i wanna be bold
but i cant. i wont.
because i know, if i do such thing
i will be jeopardizing the relationship.
but..i want to take a chance.
i know that i am not in that "circle"
but i want to take a chance.
but i am not ready for the consequences.

i smiled throughout the weekend.
and it may sound absurd to some people..
because i smile a lot..hahaha
what about it..maybe i'm just happy! :p
i deserved to feel happy..right?

 

Thursday, October 21, 2010

beckham

http://soccernet.espn.go.com/columns/story?id=833712&sec=england&root=england&cc=4716

walk down to memory lane..:(

rooney

are you out of your mind??
sudah menueng dgn nenek tua..
now you are making such nonsense
decision.
aiyooo~~

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

love

why do most of us ashamed to show our love to our parents
but not partners?
i am actually missing my mother rite at this moment
i miss her cooking..i miss to eat like healthily.
i can cook though but still mom cooks the best.
i hate kl..@__@



Monday, October 18, 2010

my lazy weekend

i spent my weekend doing nothing
just chilling out doing marathon on
Ugly Betty and Gilmore Girls
oo i love my weekend!!
i cant believe it..
it reminds me how much i love watching those stories
back then.
crap!i dropped my phone
now it's having major prob!!
dang~


Friday, October 15, 2010

aku benci orang itu - part II

aku benci orang yg gune id msgr aku
aku benci orang yg login email aku
aku benci orang yg delete emails aku
aku benci orang yg delete and block contacts aku
aku kesiankan orang itu sbb die sgt bangang
aku kesian orang itu sbb die rase tak secure dgn diri sdri
aku kesian orang itu sbb die keje tak sebagus aku
aku kesian dgn orang itu sbb die pendek akal
what a life. i regret that i ever think you as my friend
i am so disgusted with you..
eww

Thursday, October 14, 2010

=)

his wife is now pregnant.
congratulations my dear friend
you've been with me through thick and thin
you showed me the meaning of friendship
they say man n woman can never be best friend
but we proved them wrong
i treasure our friendship to my heart.
congratulations again.
you will be a wonderful father.
Allah bless you

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Gave It All Away - Boyzone

I … I will learn to live before I die
will learn to love and learn to try
not to give it all away (give it all away)
She … she may be
the one that's meant for me
or for the man that I used to be (used to be)
til' I gave it all away (gave it all away x2)

[Chorus]
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

you taught me to see the better truth
about yourself but about me too (about me too)
I was stupid over you
what could I do

[Chorus]
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

some people wait a lifetime for a chance like this
I've waited enough
baby, no, I won't let you go
I'm sick of tears and being fierce

(I won't let go of you, I won't let go of you, of you, of youx2)

[Chorus]
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

there's nothing left to take (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry ry)

I gave it all away


sorry peeps..haha

more song lyrics..:p



you can watch the video here..hehehe

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

the beats

have you ever wonder..
who will you end up being with?
have you ever wonder..
what will happen if you are to destine to live alone
for the rest of your life?
have you ever wonder..
what makes you get stronger each day?
have you ever wonder..
what's the reason for you to keep on living?
have you ever wonder..
will you ever repay all your parents deeds through out
your life?
have you ever wonder..
why sometimes you make stupid decisions?
have you ever wonder..
what makes you..you are now?

T___T i am so in need of you right now
why oo why
do you keep on running away from me?
i'm a meat lover - but i don't eat HUMAN
please stop running away

Monday, October 11, 2010

jiwang monday

thank you for enlighten my life again.
you're the one i need
you're the one i love
you're the one i cherish my whole life
without you, im lost
i searched for more never stop
but you were right there
when i saw you
and you captured my whole heart all over again
i need you.
i love you.

Friday, October 8, 2010

Michael Buble - All I Do Is Dream Of You

maybe

maybe i should just shoot myself and die
maybe i should just stay away from men as i am so stupid
in choosing the right one
maybe i should sometime listen to my friend's advice
and take a breather from men
why am i so attracted to men?
can't really tell
they are like ice cream..
so damn good when it's still hard
and gross to the max when it's melt
hahaha

Thursday, October 7, 2010

i want you

i want you as much as i want to forget you

i learned of letting go as much as 
i learned of keeping you close to my heart

ok..where is this taking me?
what am i babbling?
lmao ;p

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

lelaki...

berapa ramai dah lelaki aku kawan selama umur aku ni??
heeee..xtau nk jawab mcmane..
ramai kot :p

aku benci orang itu


aku benci pada orang yang tidak pandai berterima kasih
aku benci pada manusia yang sangat bodoh sombong
aku benci pada manusia yang kononnya seorang pemimpin
tetapi perangai tak ubah seperti parasit
aku benci pada manusia yang tidak pandai menghormati orang 
yang lagi tua darinya
aku benci manusia yang buta hati
aku benci pada manusia yang tidak belajar untuk menghargai
jasa dan keringat orang lain
aku benci pada manusia yang angkuh lagi bangang
aku benci pada manusia yang suka menuding jari kepada orang lain
aku benci pada manusia yang suka memporak perandakan orang lain
aku benci pada manusia yang tidak tahu bersyukur
aku benci pada kau yang menjadi duri dalam daging
aku benci engkau yang menjadi tali barut pada orang yang
cuba menjatuhkan bangsa sendiri
aku benci orang yg mengutuk TUN
aku benci orang yg mengatakan TUN tersungkur
aku benci orang ini dan pengikut - pengikutnya


Monday, October 4, 2010

nada

i have nothing to blog about as im not in the mood for blogging for now..
not much happened lately, but too much of eating i guess..
dang!face full of pimples - maybe i should be a pimple breeder..
isk isk isk..
its October already and i wanna meet Jimmy!
when can i meet Jimmy??

Friday, September 24, 2010

Keane - This Is The Last Time




This is the last time
That I will say these words
I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away
But they never do
Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I know I don't mind


well back when i was in school, i loved this kinda music, band..
so..i bought some of the cd's, cassettes..
and i totally forgot about it..
but when i kemas2...and found KEANE cd..
and now that i can listen it in my car..
i hear to the songs in the Hope and Fears album every morning..
and dang!!yeahh..im still loving this kinda music..
this is one of the songs that i really like..
well..still Everybody's Changing and Somewhere Only We Know are my favourites..
haha..
so peeps..enjoy!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Linkin Park - The Catalyst

God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfoght
It can't be outdone
It can't out matched
It can't be outrun
No

God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfoght
It can't be outdone
It can't out matched
It can't be outrun
No

And when I close my eyes tonight
To symphonies of blinding light
(God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
Oh)
Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

God save us everyone,
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns?
For the sins of our hand
The sins of our tongue
The sins of our father
The sins of our young
No

God save us everyone,
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns?
For the sins of our hand
The sins of our tongue
The sins of our father
The sins of our young
No

And when I close my eyes tonight
To symphonies of blinding light
(God save us everyone,
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns?
Oh)
Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky


Lift me up
Let me go (x10)

God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfoght
Can't be outdone
It can't out matched
It can't be outrun
No

God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfoght
Can't be outdone
It can't out matched
It can't be outrun


its been a while since i listened to linkin park's songs
but this new song really caught my attention
im lovin it..and i saw MR HAHN is looking gorgeous as always..
hahahahaha

Monday, September 20, 2010

after a long break..

i still cant get enough of my house in melaka..
of course that's include my mother.
i want to reside in Melaka
i want to stay in Melaka again.
i want to work in Melaka again.
i hate Kuala Lumpur so much.
i just want to be with my mother T_______________T




Wednesday, September 15, 2010

bleeding love




i dont know why
i came out with this kinda topic.
its just all of sudden.
spontaneously.

mata aku bengkak arini.
aku xtau knp.
aku sedey.
tp aku xmenangis.
cume..aku terlalu byk berfikir mungkin.
ntahla

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

i want to let go

i want to let go.
i have to let go.
i need to let it go.

maybe it's best that i just look from afar
adore from afar and dream from afar.

do I have any other choice?

Monday, September 13, 2010

it's me

i was wide awake at 1 in the morning last night, thinking..
on how on earth that i somehow turned this way.

i didn't ask for it (well maybe i did), its just that i felt..it is me.
the real me. no lie, no act. just me.

maybe i just wanna show people that, that is me. the way i live, the way i chose to live. i don't wanna live on people's expectation.

i have my own, my world, my prerogative.

I'm responsible for my own act, no one else to be blamed.

simply because i chose it to be this way.

this is me.

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know


This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me


i have always love this song..
now i know why.

Selamat Hari Raya

Monday, September 6, 2010

nasi beriani


rupenye senang je buat nasi beriani..
xla susah mane..
tp sbb aku konon pikir nak wat nasi beriani tuh complex..
mintakla tolong abah ku...
cheh..he is indeed a good cook
but i think yesterday..rempah dalam nasi beriani tu
terlalu byk and my stomach just cant handle it.
now sakit giler perot..
xbiase makan berempah mcm tuh..
mcm ni la jadinye..
so lps ni prefer wat nasi beriani sdri..
sedap xsedap blkg kire
as long as sdri masak
puas hati.
haha!

and yes rupenye xla susah mane masak kari..
hahaha
nadia nadia...rupenye senang masak lauk2 camni..
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Friday, August 27, 2010

Youth Says

well..
aku jenis yg suke melepak kat satu2 portal..
and rite now my fav is here
YOUTHSAYS
as usual..i used my nickname - the usual nickname
which is NADIAHAHN
well until at one point, i just cant stand it..
as people keep on cursing, and yeah even hate me
for i tried to be so-called baik and cynic towards others.
well yeah..emotional at times (well most of the times i must say :p
and then. i stopped at YS..for about a week..
and requested to admin to ban my id.
at 1st they wont allow me too..then after my 2nd request
they banned my ID..and suddenly i miss YS. LMAO

so then i keep on thinking, i have great cyber friends there..
really great friends, fresh new minds, fresh new ideas..so i say..
ok what the heck..i better log in again..and be a YS user again!
so..now that my id banned..i started to think about new id

well..i loved Justin Bieber so much (well not anymore :p)
so..i created a new user name that is JUSTINBIEBER haaaha!!
dang!soo catchy!hahaha
and i started browsing again n again..
well..some of my friends there noticed that they way i wrote replies and questions are similar to wat Nadiahahn's been doing..
so yeah..in less than 24 hours some of them already noticed and know that
justinbieber = nadiahahn :p
gotcha! blerghh ngeeeeeee~

at 1st i tend to just ignore all those spammers and butt - hurts
well i tried to be patience for once
and i succeed. but not so long.
for lately there are too many "brilliant topics" - so please imagine how sickening it can be.
dang!!
so - i just cant stand it anymore, so i just tell them of what to do and what NOT to do..in a proper way (depending on the person - but so far ive been nice :p)
but yesterday, i came across this one user who keep on countering on whatever i said - but not until some good users came in..

i know its Ramadhan but do you think we have to talk about what to eat for Iftar everyday??durhhh!!

and today when i checked on my email - as usual to check on replies on my previous questions and answers. and guess what i get??
"FUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKER!!" and "FUCK YOU BEBEH!! XPAYAH JAWAB KALO KO NK TAMBAH POINT SIAL" as if im the one who frigging eager to collect CP..
what the heck with people???
what is wrong with people??
what is wrong with our youth??
dangg! this is what we called as Butt-Hurt *sigh*

"nice one dude, you're lucky that today is Friday
if not - you'll get back what you said.
and indeed you are pissing me off.
so..it is payback time!" LMAO

that's what nadiahahn said - not justinbieber.
ngeee~
i cant be bothered by this kinda people.
theres tonne to think of..
and you are not worth any second of my time.

happy YSing :p
and happy weekend peeps!


Thursday, August 12, 2010

NONE in my head!

i have no idea why..
when it comes to my childhood memories
i have none in my head..
why is it?
i only remember all the painful memories
.......................
.......................
why oo why??

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

happy birthday to me!!

i know..
i shud've posted this 2 days ago..
but terperuk kat umah no internet connection
and some more, i need time for my mom n myself.
had a quiet birthday
but celebrated it with my fav persons.
it was raining the whole day.

Alhamdulillah, i lived for 25 years now..and counting..lol

hv no idea what to write :p
anyway
Glory Glory Manchester United!!
that was one of the glorious present ever!!
yeeehaaaa

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Come on, Get Higher - Matt Nathanson


Lyrics | Matt Nathanson lyrics - Come On, Get Higher lyrics


while im browsing thru the net..
i suddenly remember this song..
and i have no idea what i put on the lyrics here.
LOL
well, lets just say - im outta my mind..
trying hard to forget makes me sick.
trying hard to forget makes me fall apart.
trying hard to forget makes me remember him more.
so i think, it's better for me stay still..and live my life.

its not even real love - why do i suffer this much??
why do i do this to myself?
what did i do wrong?
im getting old..but im still stucked at my previous kinda life.
what is wrong with me?

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Everybody's Changing - Keane

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same


This is one of my favourite songs.
Period.

Monday, August 2, 2010

DIGI YOUTH

DIGI YOUTH

old.



i am getting OLD
but perhaps with YOUNG MIND

he's taken


he's officially taken now.
so back off.
u know he's outta reach.
stop remembering him, stop thinking about him.
it was short, it was sweet.
u should be over it by now.
its been almost 2 months.
move on. come on.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

please



get out of my head
get out of my mind
i beg you please

Monday, July 26, 2010

All My Only Dreams - The Wonders



Every night I pray I'll have you here someday
I'll count the stars tonight and hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could only have one wish
You'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss
All my only dreams

And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams

Every waking hour it seems
I only have you in my dreams
So every night I'll pray I'll have you here one day
I'll count the stars tonight and hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dream

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

dear mum

Sexy Chick - David Guetta feat Akon was on air when we were in the car.

And suddenly my mother said,
"Ibu kalau dgr lagu ni, mesti teringat kat along"

And i was like..
"wat??LOL (dlm hati jer)"

heeeeeee - i love that song!
hahaha but i aint sexy though
so funny that my mom listened to that song (occasionally)
heh..kuat btol pengaruh luar

anyway..love you ibu!

Monday, July 19, 2010

caca marba

weekend activities
shop till you drop :p
hahahaha

i dont know why - i feel so down lately
feels like someone is taking away my energy
feels like someone is ready to rip me apart :p
i am so not in the mood..
especially on Monday
i dont need this.
please go away.


Thursday, July 15, 2010

soon..soon...


it's on SOON!!
im getting old~
what should i do?
i wanna do something memorable..
do you have any idea what to do??

self esteem

Self-esteem is a term used in psychology to reflect a person's overall evaluation or appraisal of his or her own worth. Self-esteem encompasses beliefs (for example, "I am competent" or "I am incompetent") and emotions such as triumph, despair, pride and shame. A person's self-esteem may be reflected in their behaviour, such as in assertiveness, shyness, confidence or caution. Self-esteem can apply specifically to a particular dimension (for example, "I believe I am a good writer, and feel proud of that in particular") or have global extent (for example, "I believe I am a good person, and feel proud of myself in general").
Psychologists usually regard self-esteem as an enduring personality characteristic ("trait" self-esteem), though normal, short-term variations ("state" self-esteem) also exist.
Synonyms or near-synonyms of self-esteem include: self-worth,[1] self-regard,[2] self-respect,[3][4] self-love (which can express overtones of self-promotion),[5] and self-integrity. Self-esteem is distinct from self-confidence and self-efficacy, which involve beliefs about ability and future performance.

urghhh..chin up!
built some in yourself! (note to self)

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Paul the Octopus

1st of all..
hahahahhahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahah
padan muke Germany - especially to the goal keeper!!
hahahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahhaha

2nd
congratulations to the Spanish team for making it to the final.
=) David Villa - i still HEART you!
Iker Casillas, Pique, Puyol and the rest - you guys were awesome!

3rd
to England - though u lost - i still LOVE you!!

and the one and only
Paul the Octopus - i HEART you too!!
sedap masak itam, celup tepong..hahahahahahah

cant wait for the final

p/s i am still at home.sick.penat.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

bloody hell

urmm not so much to update.
but yeah Argentina lost to Germany to be exact CRUSHED by Germany 4 - 0
even England is better.

well..i am still not over the awesomeness of a person. LOL
pathetic.pathetic.pathetic.

and yeah - been listening to Love Songs for weeks. NICE!!
hehe - nothing to worry about and it feels good

i'm updating my blog because of YOU abang!! :p

new life starting 02nd August 2010.

see ya!

and yes - tomorrow Germany v Spain!!!
VIVA ESPANA~




new hunk in town!DAVID VILLA :p