never say never part II

i am listening to never say never while writing this.

sometimes i do wonder

why do i look down on myself at time?

why am i afraid  of being bold and transparent?

what will i lose from that?

isn't that will booze up my confidence, be bold and beautiful..

isn't it good?

or am i just thinking and asking too much?

what is the point of you loving a person but all you 

can do is look from afar and wish that you can be together

with that person?

i mean why do we have to suffer?

why can't we just let it all out?

if you love a person, then just go love that person.

why stop yourself?

i mean all we do is just loving that person

not ruining or stealing from him/her.

love cause no harm ait?

what's pride has got to do with love?

should we put pride above our feeling,

should we keep our ego in the way?

i really don't know why i'm talking about this..

but for me, saying i love you won't do any harm

it will just definitely make you feel better.

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin6. "Love is the beauty of the soul."